1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
both are actually really hard for me? i tend to laugh and look away and just. avoid it? but, to be honest, both are. well, maybe more so them telling me how they feel.
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
well, i'm an anxious person, so i would probably call ashley or my mom and freak the fuck out and cry a bunch. then i'd probably just spend as much time with my family as i can? for the most part, i'd be scared out of my mind.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
i think jesse? just because i pissed him off and i was kind of groveling. my default groveling mode? whining about how much i love them and how awesome they are.
20. Are you old fashioned?
for the most part, yes. i don't know, i just. yeah, i sort of am.
23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
i just really want to find out what i'm good at and find a job/career i'd love and actually want to do every day. i'd also wish for a smokin' hot body and perfect hair, teeth, skin, etc. lmao, so maybe i'm a bit shallow, but whatever. mostly, i just want to find a sense of direction/purpose, i guess.