Sometimes I feel so weak. I feel like people around me are not like I wanted them to be. It’s incredible how they change so quickly. They say “I love you” and then, after few days, “I leave you”. There are only two letters that alter the meaning of the phrase, but bc of these letters, I get vulnerable. There are also some people that makes your life better, but sometimes “destiny” wants to bring them far away from you. It hurts, because you just want them by your side, in an egoistic way, and you’re unable to do something to make this come true. The hardest part is acceptance. But I think that you should be strong. And courageous. Life is a continuos challenge. Fortunately, when reality is too heavy, I have Mika. Mika is like a cup of tea in a cold winter day. Is like the sun that enlightens the sky after a terrible storm. When I listen to him, I’m in another world in which I’m the protagonist and where I can decide how to be happy, and how people should talk to me. He’s the most powerful way to escape from my nightmares and my thoughts when I’m exhausted. No one is capable to make me feel like him. And I’m so lucky, so lucky to have met him. His eyes are seriously full of good vibes.