And it felt like thunder..
Today my heart felt THE pain again and it was so calm at first, like if it was just grabbing me and touching me with so much delicacy; almost like..with love.
It’s been a long, long time since it has come by; and I have to admit it: i have miss it somehow.
So I embrace it with all I am and realize how lost I truly am, how this non-stopping heart keeps just beating on and on with no hesitation, spreading the pain like that some poison through the body.
“Simultaneity alive and dead”.. it aches, this beating heart hurts like hell.. and it just feel like it, and it just felt like thunder.








