#peopleoftumblr

[space-andro]

People of Tumblr, make me the last great meme of the 2010's

[theimpossiblesoldcheap]

I went on a road trip with some friends to Charlotte for MLK weekend! There might have been alcohol involved some nights, and I might have discovered my friend’s portrait mode on her phone while consuming said alcohol. 10/10 would do again.

[aspirante-a-nalgotica]

México

So...

I'm from Mexico city, I live here, yesterday was so shocking, I was in my way to my home from the Downton (centro) and I really thinked I was about to die, the centro histórico, where I was, is in ruins as many other places here in the city.

If you can donate via PayPal it would be great, the "topos" is a group formed in 1985 in order to help people that were inside the buildings that collapse (in the same day 19th of September), México needs your help, please, it's like being in a movie of natural disasters that never ends, the buildings still collapsing and a lot of people is missing.

Fortunately me and my family are ok (my cats, my home), but there is a lot of people that lose everything.

Sorry if my english is not to understandable but I still shocked and I can barely ask for your help.

Please donate for materials and for the damages, many people lost their home.

Porfavor donen, estamos en crisis en el país, hay más zonas afectadas no solo la ciudad.

[nsarmiavnposts]

When you have a head, flaunt it.

#egghead #theheatgotmelike #change #everyonceinabluemoon #peopleoftumblr

#egghead #theheatgotmelike #change #everyonceinabluemoon #peopleoftumblr

[dayswithsmellycat]

Sad ghurL hours

I have been crying for the past weeks every night. Tonight it was different. I feel so numb. I can feel the heaviness in my heart but I can’t cry. I wanted to. Nothing is coming out.

Days ago, my ex messaged me. I thought maybe he’s trying to get a closure. I broke with him 2 months ago. I didn’t want to but I had to. At first I thought yeah maybe I should reply to him. I’ve been thinking about him and maybe I needed that conversation. I felt kinda relieved after that night. The next day he messaged me again. It was long. It was unexpected. I had no words for it at first, but I guess I bursted. I don’t know what to feel. I wanted to empathize with him but I felt a little bit manipulated. He projected his frustrations with me. Was he really trying to get a closure? Or was he trying to put the blame on me?

I don’t know the reason behind it. We just ended our conversation earlier. I kinda regretted my last message to him. Maybe I was too straight forward but I don’t know anymore.

I wanted to be with him but things are fucked up. I don’t really feel that he sees my worth. I’m not expecting for anything big, I just wanted reassurance.

Been crying because of him the past weeks and months but tonight it was different. I don’t feel anything. It just feels heavier. I feel numb. I can’t even cry. I wish I can just cry it out.

I hope I sleep early tonight. Tomorrow is another day.

I’m tired.

Talk to you soon? Yeah, yeah.

-smelly cat

[dayswithsmellycat]

first blog entry !!

welcome! hello there! 

well, how do i start this? this is my first blog entry for this site. i have attempted to do this thing for a couple of times already. spoiler alert: it didn’t work out. why? idk, maybe i wasn’t really paying attention too much to it. maybe i wasn’t ready. or maybe i wasn’t just into it.

but who cares? i’ll try again. hopefully i won’t forget my username and password here. cos i can’t even remember where i made the blogs before and what my username was.

anyway! onto this new chapter!

right now, i’m just sitting right in front of my laptop writing this. listening to karaoke version of paramore’s the only exception. i connected my earphones and opened garage band just trying to sing. it has been a hobby of mine. to record or just simply sing and listen to myself (with a lot of reverb of course) LMAO

anyways, it’s a holiday tomorrow so i am rewarding myself tonight. i am treating myself. actually this attempt was super impulsive although ive been meaning to write again. but im pretty glad im still continuing to type.

going back to the song im listening, this is one of my paramore favorites. well not super but ok. the lyrics is pretty much too dramatic and cheesy at the same time but i thought of someone. someone who lives in the past and future. 

well let me tell you about someone in the past first. i can still remember the day i sang this to my nephew’s birthday in 2011? i believe? yeah, i think it was in 2011. i sang this song cos i was a paramore fan and i loved this song ever since. that day, i met a man. hahahahahaahh cringey. cut the long story short, that man happened to be my first love. we were together for almost three years but we broke up in 2014. it was a pretty cool ride. i am happy for him now. i will never forget about him. 

fast forward!! 2021, today as i write this and still listen to the same song. i am reminded of how beautiful love is. fuck i was suddenly speechless. well, yeah. love is pretty much hurtful but it is beautiful the way it is. the song makes me hope and learn to trust to love again even thought i’ve been hurt many times by people who didn’t love me enough. but i know somewhere, someday, there will be this one person who will make everything worth it. the person who will make me believe in true love. someone who will be the only exception.

somewhere, someday. i can’t wait for that day to happen. but also!! i don’t care about waiting as long as it is worth it. i know it will be worth it.

there’s a line in the song that goes “i’m on my way to believing.”

hopefully that day will come.

looking forward to a happy long weekend!

let’s hangout again soon? yeah? yeah.

<3 - smelly cat! ^.^

[countvidor]

Hey Tumblr folk....any of you got some tips for a slightly tech illiterate 30 something on how to Tumbl....er Tumblring.....i mean, use this app/platform? It’d be greatly appreciated 😳

[destiny2shine]

Douche friend: i'm so hungry, what should i eat???

Me: your ego!!