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my so called friends acted the same way and believe me you really need to get those people as far out of your life as possible because just wondering all the time if they hate you will hurt you so damn much and its better to be alone than to let them fill you up with self loathing, friends shouldnt make you fell useless or less than you are. i dont know how long you will still have to be in school but i keep the goal of graduation in mind. please dont hate yourself (+ i hope i dont botheryou :>)

the thing is i'm completely torn from getting toxic people out of my life who i've known for 8+ yrs and considered my friends for at least 4 yrs of that time and looking like im alone because i hate being alone more than i'm willing to admit because my worst fear is probably societal rejection and ive seen how people who dont have friends are treated and gossiped about and all i want to do is not be that and so i try to cling onto the shrivels of friendships that i have in an attempt to believe that im not alone and that im not one of those people but im also stuck in this limbo of hating those girls who gossip about that kid with no friends or being one of the girls or being one of the kids with no friends and they're all terrible options and im just lost

i ahve so much school left and its daunting and frightening because this is my first week and i shouldnt be feeling useless my first week in but i arleady want out and its overwhelming and terrifying but i guess my fear of social issues it outweighing my fear of academic issues so thats not so bad ?

thakn you so much though i appreicate it so much adn the thoughtfulness of this because ive been feeling ignored and neglected lately by just everyone and i appreciate this so so so so much i cant even beginning to explain it to you thank you thank you thank you