#personaaaal

[sveetnn]

liking romantically someone that you have no close relations to is actually weird bcs you create this whole idea in your head and when you meet them again irl it's just totally different

[meadow-dusk]

hey i hope you feel better <3

I appreciate this so much you have no idea. Thank you thank you thank you 🤗

[rosesoraa]

My Severus' wig just almost made me die from a heart attack,

I opened my closet and she was on the corner and during 3 seconds I was like

" omfg is there someone in my closet ??" But it was only this stupid wig

THANKS you Severus for scaring the life out of me

[eahsl]

I feel rage at being a woman; of being a broken woman. I’m engulfed by this grief of knowing I’ve been damaged, and broken, and abused. I’m afraid of intimacy, and the attachment. I’m afraid of men who inch to close to me on the sidewalks. And what no one tells you about being a teenage girl is that it makes you want to fucking scream. At the top of your lungs- just fucking scream. It’s like this urge just to cause violence, and tear  things down, and cry that’s been pooling in me since I’ve been born. Yet, I embrace it. I was afraid of how much I yearn for discord. I relish in disarray. I am fascinated with the black beast of death. Sometimes, I want to sink my teeth into skin, just to taste blood. I am torn apart by the incessant need to want tranquility but the sweet release of violence at the same time. I crave the intimacy and caresses of a lover, but also the rough edges- the nails biting into skin, the gnashing of teeth, the biting of tongues. I want to feel good but want to feel pain at the same time. I’m sick. I’m drowning; in this lust for catharsis. I want to purge, and feel empty again. woe is to be, a teenage girl.

“Head Garbage, 1/16/19

[damnurmoodswings]

idg why i still have to deal w my ex like this like we broke up fucking months ago i just wanna listen to music then fall asleeeeeeep

[iwannalearnstuff]

8/100😶8.1

school started again. productive day because I got new notebooks just this evening and copied math homework which I did on a random paper to the fresh notebook 😐 so much work to do in math, physics and chemistry but I'll try to stay productive and not fall behind but do all exercises! + organized my calendar and I have a ton of exams coming up :l many are just practice for the real deals tho so they itself don't cause too much stress ✌

[desiretopleasee]

Had a dream about you. Woke up thinking we were still together, once I realized we weren't I hurt for a bit but then I remembered you're no longer the person I fell in love with. I miss the old you and I hate the new you.

[desiretopleasee]

I'm sorry.