ranting about life in general
so, i failed math, sighs. i failed the test and I wasnt able to pass the class even with all of the things i did during this shot period of time. i don't know how to tell my parents because i did terribly bad in the past exams in all my classes, and now i started off wrong this exams weeks. i'm terribly disappointed of me and i feel horrible about everything.
then, i have this science fair comming for the end of the semester and it's in teams, and my team didn't do anything. the guy who said he'd do everything said he didn't want us to help him and when i asked him today before our first class started if he did it, he said "oh shit, is it due today?" jesus. fucking. christ.
so i had to skip a class in order to make the fucking work he forgot to do and that the rest of my team seemed so careless about even though it had about 20% of value for the final score. then after i finished it I ran to print it and in the way i met the guy who said he'd do everything and he asked me to show it to him, and so i did, and he was so pissed off because it wasnt "as good as he could've done it". I was so fucking angry but i didnt say anything else and i just ran towards the library in order to print the work and i did but i had run out of money so i needed to look for my teammates for money. after three minutes they gave me money and I went back to print it, but the class in which we were supposed to deliver it had already started, so i ran and ran towards the classroom and the teacher was at the door waiting for me, and when I handed him my work he said:
"you're late, i can't accept you in the class nor your work"
I was so mad by then but i just nodded and waited outside. After an hour of thinking what I could say to the teacher in order for him to accept it, one of my teammates just approached me, grabbed the work, gave it a quick read and handed it to the teacher and the teacher just took it and walked away.
but we also had to deliver he work online. and the guy who said he'd do everything but in the end he didn't said "don't worry, i have it in my usb, i'll send it" and i said "are u sure?" and he said "yes, yes, trust me"
the day went by, and around 8pm i asked him "hey, did u send the work already?"
and he said "dude, i cant find my usb and there's the only place i have the document in"
I. FUCKING. EXPLODED. AND I STARTED TELLING HIM THAT WHY DID HE JUST REALIZE THAT HE DIDNT HAVE IT AND SHIT LIKE THAT, and he logged off facebook and I was having a crisis there and I remembered that I borrowed a friends' laptop, and I messaged her and asked her to send me the document and she said "dude, i'm not home!!!" and i was like FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFE
but then she called her mother and her mother sent her the document and she sent it to me and i already upload it and im so happy yet pissed off because my team never does anything and i am so irritated and i failed math im so upset.
