#personal bah

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boardwalk, coastline, tidal, seafoam. dude

boardwalk: who is your favorite fictional couple?

Aragorn and Arwen 

coastline: what is your favorite flower?

At this moment it is toadshade trillium

tidal: what is a colour that best describes your personality?

Light Blue- like very hot fire but still whimsical (I want more whimsical-ness in my life) 

seafoam: describe your ideal summer vacation.

Just mountains and plants.  Good friends and discovering a new place with them. 

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Usually I don’t talk about politics but I believe Bernie.  He is still a politician which cannot be forgotten. But he has  the energy to move the US in a more awesome direction

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I don’t know why this history class pisses me off so much.  But I am now in a bad mood.   I want to go to sleep but know that I won’t be able to.  so I am just going to be pissed over here. 

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I don’t know what I’m doing.  Am I supposed to find a job that makes me happy is that even out there?  Is going to grad school going to help me?  would just having a job and being happy on my free time be better?  I am just really confused what I want out of this world 

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I hate conflict and I don’t want to have this much anxiety. 

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We are all snakes in the end

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I am freaking out because I need to lead a discussion in class.  The thing is I am prepared for it and I love talking.  But I am still freaking out.  I will be fine in 2 hours but that isn’t very helpful right now.   and this has been my internal dialog for tonight. 

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Today

The first word I spoke was bear.  I wove one front for a pillow.  I wrote my essay.  I made a chocolate pie.  Now I am going to watch X-files.  Day Good