Feb 10, 2019
Here's a really old photo of me with my Dad from when I was 2.
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Here's a really old photo of me with my Dad from when I was 2.
As if I ever needed to look more like an adult Wednesday Addams. Or her soft Goth wife.
GUESS WHO'S 23 NOW
THIS BITCH!
Having a bad and wanted to post a selfie. Enjoy my face :P
05-29-2018
Something happened today.
It was not a good thing, nor a bad thing, simply just something that was.
Heres the context: I have friends at work and recently, one of my friends broke up with her boyfriend becuase they both got super smashed and he hit her.
She came into work with a bruise covered by makeup and a hangover, and told me she had ended it.
We will call her P.
Now, another friend of mine, known as K, found out about this and unbeknownst to me, asked her out on a date.
The thing is, is that I really really like K.
Hes not handsome like somethink handsome, but he is kind, with a wonderful smile and a wonderful laugh. He hugs me when I’m sad, laughs with me when I make bad jokes, and is all around adorable.
P told me about K asking her out after I hear him talking with our other friends T and S about him asking her out and for a moment, when they got quiet when I sat in the break room, I hoped, just for a moment that he wanted me.
How stupid could I have been?
P is beautiful, and kind, with bright blue eyes and freckles like a night sky. Her humor isnt as dark or strange as mine, and her smile lights up the room. It may sound like her as well, and thats because I kind of do. I have known P for at least a year and K for a little less.
But the thing is: when you care for someone, you want them to be happy. P deserves someone who wont hit her when they argue and K deserves a girl who will see beyond his ‘blemishes’ and want him back.
What do you do, when you have two people you care deeply for, who would do anything for, who if they asked, would come running for them and they might be getting into a relationship?
How can you lose someone you never had?
How do you lose two?
Of course, he asked her out and not me. Why should I get my hopes up? I would have picked her too.
I never thought I'd resent being made so important