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My anxiety has been getting the best of me these past few weeks, maybe even months. I was anxious about going to pride after what happened in Orlando, now I'm anxious because I'm not there. This is the first time in five years that I haven't gone and I feel weird about it. I am anxious right now because I am supposed to be going to my cousins to see her baby, but she hasn't told me whether or not I can come over yet. I could be doing chores and getting ready for next week, but what if she says I can come over while I'm doing other things and then I have to wait till I can go over there. I have been getting anxious being at the store when there are lots of people around. Not, usually, because there are too many people around, but because they get in the way and just stay there and then I'm stuck waiting. I get anxious when things don't happen when I expect them to or if other people hold me when I am trying to get things done. Patience is a virtue, and I don't have it.
See a post Read the Post Puts head through wall because post shows me a flaw i have and makes me understand why said trait is bad for no apparent reason Aaaaand goodnight world. Got a job interview at 10am. Praying to god I get it. I need any income I can get right now
I feel like such a bitch.
I always end up subconsciously avoiding a problem that I feel guilty about, probably because of awkwardness and embarrassment, and then it ends up so much worse than if I had just said something at first. I really need to work on that and I am so sorry because if you have ever met me I can almost guarantee you have been affected by me doing this.
Sometimes it feels like my blog is a vast black hole of nothingness. Where no one cares to venture.
My Biggest Personal Flaw
I'm not a big fan of authority figures.
Or people telling me what to do as I'm doing something.
Or people who straight up tell me I didn't do something when I JUST. FINISHED.DOING. IT.
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Yeah, I've started to learn code, how much nerdier can it get, right?
Stay Up
Be Strong
Work Hard
Stay Posi
I just failed at cheering sb up.