#personal human stuff

[prettyboyprophet]

hey

so i’m slowly working on moving to a different blog. if u want the url u may ask me for it

[prettyboyprophet]

and i mean i know it’s because i want people to be interested in the same things as me, doing the same things as me, i want there to still be that thing in common, how they came into my life

i’ve been following this person’s blog for more than two years and even tho we weren’t mutual they’ve been a solid point for such a long time. i’ve been there, following them as they got medicated, got sober, got different jobs, did amazing things. and i still feel like the same like 19yo kid that i was when i first started following them. and now they’re not going to be blogging anymore. 

it’s amazing how dependent you can be on someone you never talked to 

[prettyboyprophet]

i try so hard to embrace all the weird parts of my brain, but man. 

man my abandonment issues are so hard to hold. 

i don’t want to feel like the world fell out from under me when i read a post about someone leaving their blog. i don’t want that shit

[prettyboyprophet]

the only thing i have to say for today is that spending time with a Str8 boy after some time.. not doing that makes me realize Things abt myself

[prettyboyprophet]

i called her back

no answer

she texted me. it was a misdial on her part

[prettyboyprophet]

uh i just missed a call from Her

[prettyboyprophet]

i need to do creative journaling pages for my workshop tomorrow

but depression

[prettyboyprophet]

slowly deleting posts from my beginning days on this blog

it’s very obvious how i didn’t think i was going to be here very long just by seeing how i didn’t use much of a tagging system

here i am two years later