#personal jesse

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Life update I guess:

I hardly even look at tumblr anymore unless my boyfriend wants me to look at something he re blogged for me.

I just don't like this site much anymore. Like I logged on to check a thing I heard was circulating here about the 'new harvest moon game' and I saw some super shitty dumbass opinions post that was dead wrong. Thankfully the person I follow was saying 'this is basically shit, grow up' xD 

But I'm doing well, I work full time now with my friend and make $10 an hour.  So much better than my last job.  Schools going well too, my art is improving and I'm doing very well with art commissions for some extra money. Next years gonna top this one for sure now that I get a good paycheck that lasts longer than tuition money and gas xD

With extra money comes extra games, I have like -what feels like so many- games pre ordered right now.  xD Excited for Pokemon and Persona coming out really soon~

So yeaaah. I'm active on FA, and trying to be more active on Twitter and FB. I might make an art only tumblr, but I never have been interested in uploading to it like I do FA. 

I enjoy this site for cute pictures so i might occasionally be active like I have been.  Those weird spurts of reblogging xD

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Premade Fursuit buying problems:

I can never find a fullsuit that fits. I'm 5'9 and a half, and most of them fit up to about 5'7. (LOTS of makers are females, so when they sell personal suits they're never tall enough for me.) That goes for feet too, usually it's a size 7-9 womens with premade partials/fullsuits. xmx; 

The rare change I find a fullsuit I like and am tall enough for, there's no room for boobs, or hips, because it was made custom for a male.  I don't want to wear a binder in a fullsuit of fur and die of heatstroke in Florida.  AC not strong enough.

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I want to see how he's coming allooong, and she said it'd be done by mid October 'at latest'. She said that herself, I didn't ask if she could have it done by then.  The next con I want to go to is ON Halloween/that weekend, so I'd love for her to keep her word and have it done by then.  xD; If you set your own date and say it's going to be done you should do it.  

((I've set dates for WIP's to be shown/pics to be finished, and even though I had other stuff to do, (irl important like HW) I kept my end of what I told them, with the same quality as everything else.  Time management is key in a business. ))

I am just excited to have Pat 2.0 in the works. 

OH AND I BOUGHT THE CUTEST PAWS FOR HIM. They are SO toony and cute. (and made by a well known maker!) I'm gonna finish up a pair of feetpaws I started over a year ago, and the maker is making me a stubby tail <3 so he will be a full partial.  (Since the suit I have now for him uses an Ivory fur not white I have to make/buy new handpaws.)

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I wish my boyfriends dad wasn't such an asshole.

Otherwise I could be hanging out with him at his house for the first time in pretty much a year right now instead of in my room alone. :/

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I wonder if the Celebration Station near my house would let people have a fursuit go kart night..

That looks like so much fun.

Or skating, there's a rink in Sarasota I've been to that lets fursuits in if you ask.

the 1am ramble is real

~night

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Getting a new job soon, and am so excited about it.  I'm so sick of my current job.  I hate the heat of the kitchen and always have terrible headaches after work. =o= 

I'm applying places tomorrow.  I hope to get hired quickly. <3

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I played leauge today and was just trash.

I couldn't do anything with Kayle today. (and it's lux free week so i'm trying not to play her to avoid awk lux v lux)

I swear we lost every game because of an AFK, or ignorant teammates, and then I was just not doing well, so I couldn't even be the game changer my teams needed.

The enemy teams were very nice though. It wasn't as horrid as some games.  

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Matt's gonna wear my new suit head lol no take backs, you're gonna wear him and be adorable. You offered remember.

Looks like I'll have to wait to unbox until he comes over when it gets here.  I can't afford the green fur right now, so later I'll make it into a partial, which won't be for a while because my job cut my hours so bad and I have bills.  I'll design something for it because I didn't for that head, and there's nothing on Furbuy that'd fit it rn. Maybe i'll do black hand paws so I can do those, and while I don't want a black tail I might have to because it's what I have, to make it a wearable light partial. I need to ask if the white on it is white, or an off white/beige/ivory is not white I found that out ahaha.

I think i'll stick with the name Tucker for him, since I had named all them before I knew which one i'd get, and still like the name for it.  If it was colored like the one I used to own, the orangey colored kind, i'd name it Jelly Bean. (JB was such a good pet, I really miss her.)

Tucker cause it vaguely, vaguely reminded me of the little boy named that in My life as a teenage robot. the hair poof I this is why? I'm not sure but it's still cute.