Just a thought of my own...
Do you ever feel like you want to like something to the point where you’re like, ‘Why do i like it so much?’ when there’s something so much better for you but you go towards it as thought it’s a flame and you’re the moth? Because that’s how i am with Kpop. Don’t get me wrong. I love the music genre and the artists and I’m liking the music and it’s okay for me too but I just think I need to water it down and not just because I’m afraid or should be afraid of what other people think but you know...I can like other things too but at the same time i do need to focus on other things and I know I can like what I like and it’s normal but those thoughts just been on my mind because of my persona beliefs/faith and it’s like I get it but I don’t.
I don’t even know if I make any sense right now. The music genre does inspire me and I’m not going to go and hate it. I’m just really bad at liking it because I don’t know...too many things. And not just personal problems but like I don’t know...I think too much. I know. Don’t get me wrong though. I’d like to thank some KPOP artists for inspiring my creativity and being able to relate and just love them you know?
I feel like I’m in this tug of war and I don’t know...conflicted. I get there’s good and bad things to what I like but there’s also more important things. I’m probably just overthinking it. I can’t help it.