#personal polarbear

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I had a weird dream last night that I'm still thinking about, and its a little hard to explain. It was framed like a sex dream (like my semi-conscious dream-brain was all - hell yeah bring on dem titties) but I was riding in the back seat of a van on a road trip, with two people who I knew were good friends up front, and I was in the middle seat with a woman I loved on each side (no specific people just like I knew They loved me and were loved in return) and The Back Seat Crew were all dozing off (a dream about sleeping) and I was holding one of each of their hands in that sort of shy, secret, questioning way of middle or high school (do you maybe like me?~ kinda way) with our heads on each other's shoulders and like... I have never felt so content and at peace. I aint trying to be angsty about it, it was weird, like and emotional wet-dream. left me feeling very touch starved.

just wanted to like, write it down or something. I dunno.

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My laptop died a few days ago and something just hit me really hard about it.. All of my reaction gifs were on that thing. I can no longer express myself via lo-res animated pictures. 

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oh man, stitches are so annoying after you are mostly healed. i cant cut them out myself cause they are in the middle of my back but aaaaaargggg

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I think I’m gonna start a photography blog. I’ll link it here if i get it going.

 You nerds wanna look at some pictures I took? 

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My punch biopsy went well, and I only needed 2 stitches instead of three. 

nifty

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I don’t know where I should live.

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New year is almost here, anyone wanna ring it in by cuddling and watching cartoons?

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I wish there were more cooperative options for things to do in the pokemon games. Like animal crossing but you have ghost balloons and can still battle but there is way less pressure and you can just hang out with your poke-friends and stuff. I like the idea of getting like 5 friends together and going out into one of the routes you don't visit much and fishing up shiny magicarp while shooting the breeze using in game chat.