#personal rant stuff

[long-cold-winterr]

I probably only have like two in real life friends that still share the same love for rock and heavy metal music. The others have either all abandoned it because they feel like “that’s what growing up is” and all they talk about is marriage, having kids and investing in stocks- like bro come on, just cause you age it doesn’t mean you have to drop everything you once loved. 

[inuhimesblog]

Soo i nearly died laughing today during a dungeon... I was running the one in Stormsong to finish off the area. Mind you I found it boring and long but whatever... That’s not the story... We’d finally gotten to the last two bosses. We whipped once. No biggie... (I thought).... But when we come back (healer revived us cause I would have been totally lost. XD’’) the tank got all prissy on us and started on “For those of you who can’t seem to listen to orders or stay alive... Blah...blah..” (Mind you this shit literally just came out and all the rest of us were running it for the first time, and we’d only died that once. And he didn’t actually give us orders before hand) 

I had to stop and laugh, cause this little shit is what I hate. You’re running a normal dungeon pug dude, not a raid. We’ve died only once in a brand new expansion... Cool your prissy ass down and keep tanking. So yeah,we haven’t gotten the hang of the mechanics... Excuse us for not knowing we had to run to the purple orbs if we got a dammed octopus stuck to our heads.... This shit came out a week ago! Good lord!!!  Shit like that is the reason I barely run dungeons... 

((End of rant))

[godlyloser]

I really really REALLY don't want to have a sex drive ever it is a terrifying thought to me that I would ever want that sort of thing and it disgusts me to no end I feel like it would make me so much more suicidal

I've only had negative sexual experiences in my life so even if I understand logically that it's possible to have good sexual experiences that seems fucking fake i hate it that's propaganda stop trying to brainwash me into thinking that way I'm not some primal instinct driven thing that only wants physical pleasure that's bullshit get out of my head you worms GET OUT OF MY HEAD LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT WANT SEX ITS BAD

[fairiefriendly]

I'm so glad to finally be able to reblog #BlackPanther stuff now, cuz let me tell you how gay I am for nearly literally every single person in that damn movie.

I'm very gay for them all. The women were so badass and just *fans self*

And T'Challa has the best ass in the literal universe.

And just everyone was good. And the story was so good and there were fucking layers.

Coulda been more layers, but it's still a Disney owned movie so it's whatever, but like... they went that hard. And it was absolutely brilliant.

And to all my fellow white people, if you felt disappointed by the lack of white cast, idk why because it was a good movie with good acting??? Also, I think most of us who saw it recognized it's significance as showing us exactly how POC characters get portrayed in most films.

For the rest of you fellow white people who don't want to see it cuz it's not your thing, think about why. If you happily went to see every other marvel movie in the series except this one, I think you got a whole other problem there, my dudes.

Either way, I highly recommend it for all members of the spectrum cuz you can be gay for everyone or just appreciate the movie.

[moonlightfilly]

ok so the cause for my bad mood going home today was bc i ran into one of my least fav people... like usually i’m quite good with not running into them, but alas i stopped to enthuse about Fire Emblem with a classmate and somehow... he was there. 

for context: i took a class with him last year, and yeah i talked casually to him bc why not. we’re all in this together and all that, right? but as the year progressed i just increasingly became.. not a fan of him at all. not only did he constantly insult my intelligence, even though i’m way smarter than him (and he could only do that bc he was grasping the language faster than me. though my performance learning a BRAND NEW and DEAD language shouldn’t be thought of as telling about how smart i am elsewhere, but whatever) i think the most ironic thing is is that once he forgot to do his work, and me being generous let him copy mine. well the prof walks in as he’s doing that and he’s like ‘are you.. copying her work?’ dude straightens up and goes ‘yeah right, she never gets the answers right so why would i want to’ and he thought he was being so funny, but nobody laughed and the prof was like ‘wow that’s kinda rude’ - like yeah, SUPER INSULTING. then he tried to keep copying from me?? so ofc i shoved him away like, nah man you can’t call me dumb and then think i’ll still let you do that. just get away from me.

okay maybe too much backstory, in sum though: he’s sexist, full of it, and treats me like i’m dumb (??) and he also has this problem of treating me like a *~special snowflake~* - like if i like a “guy” thing (aka nerdy/geeky things) i’m shocking!! impressive!! one of a kind!! and i tell him NO there are tons of girls who like what i like too but he doesn’t listen. i think what made it worse is that it (very apparently) seemed like he had a crush on me. like #1 i don’t like you #2 how can you talk to a person you like like that? you’re constantly insulting me, you think you have chance? it’s not as charming as you oh so obviously think it is. 

so today was one of those days where i unfortunately had the displeasure of seeing him. he interrupts the convo i was having going ‘what were you talking about’ - so i tell him just videogames. he turns to me all in shock ‘you play videogames?!’ ‘yess..?’ ‘that’s surprising! just another thing that makes you one of a kind, you don’t see many girls playing those!’ and just.. yeah. no.

Me and guy friend = NOT IMPRESSED and we both shut him down right away saying that it’s actually not rare?? tons of girls love videogames. the convo kinda kept on like that and like.. it didn’t work. eventually he left thank goodness but it really got me feeling all UGHHH bc i hate interacting with him.

[halfhomosexuals-blog]

DO NOT POINT OUT SCARS OR ACNE OR BLEMISHES OR BIRTHMARKS OR OTHER THINGS THAT SOME PEOPLE MIGHT SEE AS FLAWS

DON'T DO IT

!!!!!!!

WHY THE FUCKER WOULD YOU DO THAT

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU

[amidtheflowers]

I know I should be more peaceful about this, but I can't help but be immeasurably angry and want to call her out on it.

[melongf]

i think the reason why i keep remembering all of this stuff and feeling unsafe in my home again is not just because he keeps trying to contact me but also because i'm 18 now and i feel just as disposable as he made me feel all of those years and its just so easy to get kicked out because im legally not a child anymore and legally my family can stop caring for me whenever and he always told me back then that when i turned 18 he would kick me out no matter what because it was only because of legal reasons that kept me living under the same roof as him because he made it very clear to me how little he cared about me and it feels like im being slapped in the face every single time he tells me or my mom that im lying about  all of this and that he apparently doesn't remember saying/doing any of the stuff he did back then which is complete fucking bullshit unless he is really that much of an awful person that he can sleep peacefully at night knowing that he's emotionally and mentally fucked someone up this badly i just want to be someone else and live a different life than the one i live with different memories and stories to share that aren't like this where i can safely smile and it always being genuine and honestly i don't even care if it makes me a bad person to wish that he was dead and physically out of my life for good