#personal resolution

[oxymoronicsoul]

My life isn't going great. But I promise to bounce back. I won't rest till I get what I want. On the days I lose strength, I'll come here and see this post and motivate myself. I'm posting it out here for all of you to see so that I can't cheat myself. I'm posting it here so that when I come back after achieving what I want, I can finally say- I did it. And I know it will take time, I might fail a few more times but this time I'm giving it my all. I'm not going to let myself down this time.

- Personal Resolution.

[waifuoftomonori]

All right, I've hit the three-day limit for how many consecutive days I can binge a game and not feel guilty. Tomorrow, if I spend more than... let's say 90 minutes playing the horsegirl racing gacha game, I want someone to yell at me. (You have no way of knowing whether I am doing this, so really this post is more just a reminder to myself to stay on track and not waste the day gaming.)

[vicinty]

For the last ten months, I've done nothing but not care and be fat af... After tonight, I'm going back to actually caring. I'm going to meet my goals and not ignore them. Even if I fail at every other aspect of my life, if I can do this, then it's something I can achieve and something I can continue to work on. I don't want to be this person forever, I don't want to look in the mirror and be ashamed of the way I look as well as who I am... so I'm finally taking back control. It's going to be for the better. I can do this.

[missbangle]

I've been thinking a lot about Orlando

I don't want this to pass as just another terrible thing that happened in my life time. It isn't just another thing. It's too close. Too personal. I want this to be something that changes me. I'm going to get involved with lgbtqia activism. I don't know what yet. But I'm going to make a difference.

[soulofmarble]

This is definitely the year where I stop to let toxic people get away with their shit, for them to be fuckboys, snake friends or disappointing family. No more low-key manipulation, abuse or anything, no time to close my eyes and try to please, avoiding conflict, no, it's over. I'm not afraid to stand up for me and my true ones, I won't try to pretend I don't see the mess.

[pan-paka-paan]

Goals for the rest of the year

well this is pretty much an early new years resolution but I’m going to try to at least put aside 45 minutes to an hours each day or every other day to study Japanese

[mist-terry]

A spoken poem in construction

Truth be told i would not make a good YA novel protagonist.

I’m fat. A bit gay. I have asthma. I was never chosen for anything. And lately i’ve dealt with depression.

All in all, it would seems all those traits are not very hero material.

However, I ‘ve come to the resolution that i may not  make a good YA novel protagonist,

but i’m the goddamn hero of my life. I’m also strong, gentle, generous, brave , important, and so much more.

[cy-ella]

21st Birthday Resolutions

So for my birthday this year I have made a list of resolutions that I would like to do or change over the next month. Part of this list includes working on being more positive, trying to improve my self-esteem and trying to prevent further misery and stress down spirals. 

Over the next month I agreed to a personal challenge that every day I am going to make at least one personal post of either something positive that has happened that day or something that I am pleased or proud of achieving. Even if the day's post ends up being 'I walked the dog' or 'I wrote this post' on bad days I will try and write something.

Since I have so few followers anyway I'm not really expecting any responses so if you aren't interested feel free to scroll past my daily post, or if you want read it hopefully it will bring a little bit of happiness to hear about something good happening. :)