#personallevel

[secretsofthaheart]

“i still feel things deeply,

i just don’t let them

destroy me anymore.”

[pessimisticbeauty]

Updates updates updates...

Hey i am back again and decides to return back to my tumblr, and for a few reasons:

1. I have a new job

I have officially a new job and in a different environment (entirely) from what I did last time but I am still working in a shift hours. However, my shift hours includes short week and a long week (I work 2 days in the former and 5 days in the latter). Ever since I started my new job, I have spent most of my off days, well, slacking and sleeping. Hence, I want to try to indulge more in other activities aside from sleeping during my short week. This includes updating my journal, posting in my blog, reading books and probably learn a new language. Since I am still adapting to my new job, learning a new language may delay, but I do still want to take up the challenge. 

Furthermore, I just downloaded a new app on my phone which will help me plan my tasks during my off days, and I hope it will work since I am really really really bad on writing my plans on a paper (we’ll see how it goes).

2. My passion for reading books

has been consistent for this year. I have been making sure to spare some time to read a good book or even a manga...and I’m proud of it. It is good that I managed to do that aspect well, and I hope that it will continue until the end of this year. Recently, I have been fascinated by Asian authors such as Murakami and Ogawa and I have yet to explore that genre. I have been recently made a book tracker and I hope that it will help me to find more books in the future ^^

3. Some updates on being a BTS fan

and I still am a huge ARMY (just in case, you’re curious). It is nearing to Jungkook’s and Namjoon’s birthday and there are loads of fan organised events coming up, but sadly I can only attend a few (due to the fact that I work in a shift hours). I would love to support Jungkookie’s events since he is my favourite maknae and I will probably update on that (in the future, maybe?)

That’s all for updates and I do wish that this will continue since I kinda like writing and stuff like that. Wish me luck ;) 

future posts: Hello, Love, Goodbye Movie Review, Why I Stan BTS

Dedicated song: Midnight Train by Sam Smith

[ketoatyagirl]

"Yeah, I done did a lot of things in my day, I admit it I don't take back what I say, if I said it then I meant it..!" -JoynerLucas #luckyyou #ifeltthatshit #personallevel #youdontknow #blindlyfollow (at Pasco County, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp6__qpgDWK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wjnnbq8twf6o

[pessimisticbeauty]

1:17am | OAPL

Kelan ba matatapos ito? Medyo napapagod na ako ha.

Pero kaya bang wag pansinin ang sinasabi ng puso, guguluhin lang ako niyan.

Ang tanging dasal ko lang, ay sana matapos na. Sana tuluyan nang mawala ang nararamdaman ko sa'yo, nang sa ganon ay hindi na maisip muli.

Ipapaubaya ko na lang lahat sa oras, pagkat siya lang ang makakapagsabi.

Sana matapos na. Sana hindi na muli.