#personalposttag

[udonthreens]

nd its the reason i dont tick 'non binary' if its actual a fuckin option on a gender question. its good that its there but its not a fuckin third lil box. i am prefer not to say. u do not need to know and im not telling you

[udonthreens]

i feel like a diffwrent person from back then like. total disconnect. but the music i heard back then, that was me

[udonthreens]

maybe m just in a bad mood lately but i cant even be happy bout the dw Gays bcs its just tainted by the feeling that their deaths were being teased like. congrats for not killing gay side characters. congrats for just teasing the funney trope of 'all gay people in media die bcs theyre expendable' nd then turning around nd going 'haha just kidding! look i didnt kill gays, ur so silly for thinking that :-)' like u couldve just Not,

[udonthreens]

me for the past week: the last decade has been the one where ive really been a person, and ended with nothing to show for it: struggling to make friends throughout (even before 2010 as a young child, even now) never finishing projects, getting super depressed- how far i thought i would go, at the same time not thinking beyond 16 - i went nowhere, i fell backwards. all that time and all that suffering; what a small handful of happy moments. is this life? is this just my life? are other people happier on average? will there forever be a majority of misery?

me now: oh its just wefnesdauy

[udonthreens]

overthinking time!

[udonthreens]

school done

[udonthreens]

feeling somewhat better lately

[udonthreens]

hey guys i’ve got 7,000 media things to do so i’m. not gonna be around much for now so i actually get it done and don’t get kicked off the entire course and maybe get a good grade!! haha.

if you do see me around....  i most likely shouldn’t be there.