idk what i should do at this point. i dun feel as “emotional”as i used to when he said his “wishes” to me to say his fair well to me. i feel like it’s been so over-used that i’m just so done. i rmbr back then i used to cry ‘till 3, and if i wasn’t done by then, i’d cry ‘till 5. originally, i got together w/ him bc he wouldn’t ask me for anything personal. i felt safe, bc he wasn’t intrusive. but i suppose there wouldn’t b a perfect lover.
2 yrs ago i asked him out on a whim thinkin he’d reject me; to my surprise, he was ok w/ it so we’ve been together since then. we had our moments, like how i was touched when he jumped into the party that i was in of an inescapable dungeon hell asking me if i was ok. or the time we were in two diff guilds, he understood how attached i was to the guild that i started in, so he didn’t force me to leave. during the time of guild war, his guild was the strongest guild in the game, but he told me to meet him in the middle to give me hugs and protect me from the others that tried to kill me.
it was moments like those that made me think it would last forever. even when i was sick and tired of the same game that i’ve been playing for two years. hell, i didn’t even play maplestory for that long lol.
but at any rate, one day prior, i’ve decided to prepare for the course that i felt i didn’t perform well so im repeating this summer. i’ve spent half the day studying after heading out with my mom in the morning. during which, i’ve spent an hour afking in game for the both of our characters, and when he got home, we both went to do our dailies. i didn’t have time to eat ‘till my mom invited me to go out and eat with her at 10:30pm... and he got mad at me when he invited pros over into his party for 30m that they left and didn’t wanna do that particular dungeon. ever since that day when he got pissy with me, for two days (counting today) he has been ignoring me.
yesterday he “gave away” his account to someone else, which i was pretty sure he was the only one that was playing, b/c nobody would buy a character that could easily get killed by pros in 1 hit.
