#petrichour

[allloversbetray]

Why do you suffer so much when someone you love goes away? At least, you had your chance. Be grateful for it. You shared a moment, one night or a whole year, doesn’t matter. You. Were. Something. And it’s true what they say, everything we love we will leave behind. But, what about all those friends & lovers we never met nor will ever meet? For them, I cry sometimes.

Ines Kotarac

[middecember]

Rule 1: Post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions you were tagged on and make 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to your post. Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

Beautiful V has tagged me. I apologize for taking so long to fill this out.

1. Last thing that made you feel happy? I watched the latest episode of My Love From the Stars. It made me giggle a little. I only watched it to distract me from how painfully upset I am today (not like that's any different from any other day though). I don't think that's happiness though.

2. Describe a perfect day.

3. Five things you hate in people. dishonesty. ignorance. anger. finger pointing. lack of compassion.

4. Six things you love in people. honest smiles. empathy. perseverance. tenderness. positivity. kindness.

5. Biggest disappointment. my entire being.

6. Best memory. 

7. What do you like about yourself? i'm pretty good at hiding outward feelings i guess.

8. Who in your life has influenced you the most? Why? my parents? they just have?

9. What do you want your career to be? 

10. Describe the person you love/loved/will love. please be kind. please care for me no matter what. please never leave me.

11. If you could go back in time to fix anything, what would it be? And why? I try not to regret things, but I can't help but regret everything ever. 

sorry i don't feel very much like finishing this, so i'll post as is. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.

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petrichour replied to your photo: My first thouht when I woke up this morning, was...

you’re so adorable and the background is lovely! xx

haha, it's our livingroom/library. and thank you, you're the cutest! <3

[paveo]

petrichour replied to your post: It’s really weird because I remember 2009 like...

i want to cry

I KNOW. I CRIED.

[middecember]

petrichour said: why dear? :(

I... don't know. My anxiety has been out of control the past several days. I feel like I am losing myself again... and I'm scared.

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i was tagged by petrichour

ii. What gives you butterflies? Sometimes it's talking to someone I fancy at the time, and sometimes when I have read or heard or seen something that makes me so incredibly happy that you just burst into spontaneous laughter. It  could be a book or something little that just is really beautiful.

iii. What do you think will happen to you after you die? Or what do you hope will happen to you after you die? I think you'll travel through space and time, experience worlds you haven't yet seen and places you have never been. With no sense of time or worry, you're a 1000years old and at the same time newly born. And you somehow become a part of the endless universe. I'd like to think that is true anyway, because somehow that makes more sense to me than just dying and being dead in the ground forever.

iv. What do you want your career to be when you’re older? I have absolutely no idea. Something that I'm comfortable and good at, perhaps a librarian or work at a museum or being a writer. I love old things and I think that would suit me. But I have absolutely no idea, and I change my mind each day.

v. What is one of your favorite books and why? One of my favourite books is Tordyveln Flyger i Skymningen by the swedish author Maria Gripe. I read it for the first time when I was about 8years and staying at my grandparents house, I was however so scared by the subtle indication of ghosts in the book that I forced my grandfather to drive me home. I was scared to death. Now I don't think it's scary at all, but it's really nicely written and the language is brilliant and it deals with a lot of subjects that not many authors can express well.

vi. What talents do you have? I can wiggle my ears, I have sort of "eagle sight" which we call it in sweden: I can notice things that are very far away which others don't notice, and I'm quite good at reading people. I often notice if people are sad or something is wrong.

vii. What is home to you?

Anywhere I feel comfortable and safe.

viii. Describe love. Describe how you’d expect to feel if ever in love.  Oh god, I don't know if I'm the right person to answer this. I have never been in love, in the way you often speak of love. I'm in love however, very truly, with a lot of things. My books, with my friends, the quiet streets at night and animals. I fall in love with little things. I either love something with all my heart of completly hate it.

ix. Describe your favorite dream.  I don't remember my favourite dream. This night however I dreamed that I was on the Lost-island and best friends with Hurley, and someone was murdered on the island. And it was up to me and Hurley to solve the crime, and suddenly we were in the middle of an Agatha Christie-esque investigation.

x. Who/what is your inspiration? I love art, and books, and movies and people and nature. I think that is about it, it's so different from time to time. I'm very much in love with the world. Thank you for tagging me, petrichour! You're so very lovely! <3

[middecember]

petrichour replied to your post: petrichour replied to your post: you’re so silly i...

wow how dare you be embarrassed by this………………………………………… luv u no mattr wat tho #aye##

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[middecember]

petrichour replied to your post: you’re so silly i love you

omg now everybody knows how much we love each other xoxoxox about time

I'm so sorry... it's just... I have been so embarrassed about it this whole. /cries but our love will overcome all~