It feels very weird to go from a period in my life where I was very creative and like talented but shy and miserable and depressed to just being very outward and energetic but just kind of simpleminded and gun-obsessed and outdoorsy. I feel like I should be more generative but I mean I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life, so should I? I talked to my friend about complex I have about it once and she said she started drawing as a kid because she had no friends so lmao.













