Tl;dr: I just lost an incredible job overnight, was robbed, and all my friends are doing too poorly to help(they still do I just need therapy), I need real help and Steven can support the roof and the car so we need money and any old crappy laptop capable of running a browser and a cam.
The job I’ve been gushing about all summer, who have all been super supportive, is now quite literally forcing me to quit. Management changes, getting rid of all our “sad” employees, whatever it is, I also had all my tip outs from the weekend robbed and they can’t release anything.
The manager has called me worthless, told me that I ruined my coworkers life(I gave him a Xanax not knowing he 5 years clean), and kept talking about me “selling drugs at work” when really our team of messes just like covers when the other is out and I happen to have plenty of them(;))
It is a blessing in disguise. I have been crashing and burning and I feel so much happier now that I actually have time to answer the calls from MA and sit on hold with them for hours(it’s 2015 how is hold still a thing) and maybe something will get accomplished? For sure I’ll have my book headed to the printer with just a few more tweaks and a little more art. And then boom.
Or if anyone has a computer that ran a browser and a cam so I can work on the book or cam or whatever it takes to figure out why I am so physically sick all the time because I'm a hypochondriac who hasn't seen a doc in a year when I used to do at least one clinic a day. Tagging friends who can reblog, but please get this more notes than those damn pictures of my queer butt naked with pizza censoring my junk. I just cut ties with my abusers and life continues to disappoint me.














