#pfufu

[alessazero]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHJM0S2VxTc

Made by my friend xMurasakiii

[thecurseofanangel]

:/

I really hate feeling like this, my mind is busy with ideas, i want to do things, but i can't, i just don't have the energy

[thecurseofanangel]

I like pie

[thecurseofanangel]

Take a closer look

I notice you in the hall I notice you in the streets Don't think that nobody cares Because i think you're really neat I can see that you are broken I can see that some things wrong You don't have to feel alone I'll give you somewhere to belong We can be best buddies Or we can just be friends I can be just the listener On you it all depends It makes me happy to see you smile To hear you laugh when i'm around I can see you're feeling better No longer lying on the ground You praise me for my kindness Thank me for all i've done But now it's time to leave me Even though you said i was number one I falter as i wonder If you will ever remember my name Because as i watch you go I realize i'm still the same For you see although i smile And although i care for those around me I always end up scared and broken And feeling a little lonely This is why i help those who are down Because i know what it's like to feel lost I don't do it for attention And sometimes it's at great cost So before you walk away Please tell me you will remember Because the days are growing darker A storm, with me at it's center I don't want to feel needed I want to feel accepted For someone to actually care about me Sick of feeling rejected But still i stay strong And wear that smile upon my face For although you didn't stay I'll find someone who gives me a place In the mean time i'll continue on Looking after those who need it most Because i can bear the lonely pain The friendly neighborhood ghost

[thecurseofanangel]

So after hearing so much of Jane Austen's novels i decided that i would read one. So i borrowed "persuasion" from a friend. I didn't expect to like it, as it is so different to what i usually read, but, i have to admit i really enjoyed it. Actually i think i might even go read some of Jane Austen's other novels.

[thecurseofanangel]

Everything and nothing, its a concept all too familiar, yet it can't really be explained, not to someone else anyway

[thecurseofanangel]

what you don't see

It's funny how because I smile people think i'm ok It's funny how because I laugh people don't see the pain It hurts when you call me lazy It hurts when you doubt my dedication and its frustrating how you will never understand why you just see the part I want you to see It's easier to tell the world i'm “fine” than to explain what's really going on don't judge a person on how they smile don't assume there isn't another explanation i'd love to be able to do what everyone else does but I can't I have a condition that prevents me and because you can't see it, you think there's nothing there

It hurts knowing I can't reach some of my dreams but that doesn't mean I don't try some days I can't get out of bed and I just lie there and on the bad days I feel hopeless because I know that things can get worse than they are I know one day I might have to give up what I love doing

so please, before you insult me think because if I could get rid of this condition I would but I can't so I live with it the best I can because while some see it as a curse, I see it as a gift of sorts I can help those who are struggling with the same condition and I can tell those who have conditions, things may not be simple, but happiness is worth fighting for

[thecurseofanangel]

Blank canvas

Start with a blank canvas now add emotions of the mind a splash of anger red a dab of confusion blue there's no correct way it's all about you

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we've just gotten started Now add the feeling from within darkness of the body a powerful stroke of black the nervous beating of the heart pink, don't mix it at the back

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Now add the final touches for the piece is almost complete the glorious yellow of a new day and a subtle grey of doubt from a blank canvas to this this is what the mind is about