#pghit

[prettygirlshaveissuestoo]

I fucking love him. He’s just amazing. I never wished for a love like this because I never knew it could exist. I grew up with a mom who had her own issues and a dad who had his own demons. Love didn’t exist in my home. I’m still learning what it is and he’s teaching me through my mental illness. I often use it as a crutch but, I shouldn’t. Although it defines a big part of who I am. I define who I am. Not having borderline personality disorder or having bipolar manic depression. He’s amazing. He’s strong. He’s brave. He’s a great person. A wonderful father. An amazing boyfriend. A great work ethic. A wonderfully delightful lover. I’ve never known this could exist. I hope I become better for myself. For my son who I had at such a young age (14). And for him. He deserves love just as much as I do. I really want him and everything that comes with me in the future. I’m so happy with us. It’s ridiculous

[prettygirlshaveissuestoo]

Photoshoot with bbyboi

[prettygirlshaveissuestoo]

I don’t hate other people’s bodies though. I actually love looking at people who love their body. I love how happy they are being them. The plus size models that are paving way for such body positivity are exhilarating to look at. I look at anyone who is happy with their bodies and wish that body was mine because I think anything other than what I have is beautiful. I don’t have an eating disorder. I think I just have severe body image issues. Idk

[prettygirlshaveissuestoo]

When I’m eating I’ll watch one of those British shows about overweight people, well obese, weighing 33 stones or so. I often don’t finish my meal and I’m disgusted with myself for being like them ,even though my eating habits and weight are severely healthier. They swallow so much food on a daily basis and the camera zooms in to the disgusting calories being shoved in their mouth. I get sick thinking about eating and putting so much crap in my body. I start thinking I just want to be small. To not have my boyfriend say “you’re not fat, I bench press more than you”. Like, I don’t want to hear that lmao.

[prettygirlshaveissuestoo]

Hey,

So check this. I had this URL like 5 years ago and when my life got super shitty and I felt alone af I deleted my tumblr so I’m back.

Why?

Well because I’m like super engrossed with thinspo currently (don’t have an eating disorder I just have severe body image issues because I don’t look FaceTuned like every famously beautiful Instagram person).

I have a lot to say and no one to say it too.

I need romantic lesbian porn...

Here’s some facts just because:

-I have borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder HAHA the ultimate combo

-I have a tiny human

-my boyfriend is OK :)

-I love women like fuck shit damn

-Political Science is my current major

-I teach dance (I know lmfao I’m fat af)

-idk I’m not that interesting

Okay bye thanks.