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I’m so super excited for Gamescom. Gonna be there on Friday/Saturday ☆
I’ve never been to Cologne though, tiny bit anxious about that, but I’m gonna meet some online friends and cosplay and I wanna try the Playstation VR and see Breath of the Wild and FFXV and... and... so much stuff, dangit!
I guess I'll be more ‘talkative’ from now on, posting personal blabbing from time to time. I think that would really help me. No worries, I'm reliable when it comes to tagging, so you can just blacklist 'phara talks' if you don't want to read that junk.
Just to let you know, I'm still alive and I'm fine. Finally.
These last months have been really crazy and way too much happened that got me depressed.
As most of my followers probably know I don't like to vent on my blog. There's enough shit going on irl, so I always wanted my blog to stay clean from any negative feelings. Well, that's the reason why I have been quiet for almost half a year: too much negativity in my life. It kept me away from posting. It kept me away from drawing. Heck, I even neglected friends.
I didn’t want to annoy anyone with lots of posts about anxieties and self-doubts.
But maybe it was stupid. Maybe I should just vent from time to time.
I don’t even know what exactly I wanted to express... uhm... anyhow I wanted to say sorry for my absence, especially to my lovely mutuals who sent me worried/caring messages.
Besides, please don’t send me asks about the former situation. I don’t want to talk about it. I’m finally happy again and I don’t wanna destroy it by explaining everything and thus thinking about it, you know.
Thank you ♥
The Ultimate Get-To-Know-You tag
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you’re supposed to write a post with 82 truths about yourself and then tag 25 people.
Tagged by: @prlnzessin (thank you for tagging me! gosh this is so late, I’m sorry!!)
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MOST RECENT:
1. Drink: banana milk
2. Phone call: daddy
3. Text: @cheridragon >:3c
4. Song you listened to: We’ll meet again (you know which one)
5. Time you cried: some days ago
HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Been cheated on: nope 8. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: on and off 11. Been drunk and thrown up: I don’t drink alcohol
List 3 favorite colors: 12. crimson red 13. salmon pink 14. purple
IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend: yes! 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: plenty of times 18. Met someone who changed you: somewhat
19. Found out who your true friends are: sort of
20. Found out someone was talking about you: nope 21. Kissed anyone on your fb list: if my bf counts, then yes
Extras: 22. How many ppl from your fb list do you know irl: most of them 23. Do you have any pets: a dog called Luna, German Shepherd
24. Do you want to change your name: nah, I’m ok with it 25. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing special 26. What time did you wake up today: 9.30 am 27. What were you doing last night at midnight: chatting, reading fanfiction 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Manga-Comic-Con Leipzig ♥ 29. Last time you saw your mom: on Christmas 30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: right now, my university course 31. What are you listening to rn: nothing
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I know 3 different Toms
33. What’s getting on your nerves rn: my own procrastination 34. Blood type: I don’t know... 35. Nickname: Tiki, Phara, little one 36. Relationship status: taken 37. Zodiac sign: Gemini 38. Pronouns: she/her 39. Favorite tv shows: Adventure Time, Gravity Falls, Steven Universe, ...too many cartoons and anime 43. Long or short hair: really long and straight 44. Height: 148 cm 45. Do you have a crush on someone: besides bf only fictional crushes 46. What do you like about yourself: uhm... my hair maybe 47. Right or left handed: right 48. First surgery: never got one 50. First best friend: a boy from elementary school but we drifted apart 51. First sport you joined: volleyball 52. First vacation: Baltic Sea
RIGHT NOW: 53. Eating: nothing 54. Drinking: lemonade 55. I’m about to: draw a friend’s request 56. Listening to: Undertale metal covers
WANT: 58. Kids: one or two 59. Get married: yes 60. Career: my dream career is nearly impossible in this country so I have to see what I can get after finishing my degree
WHICH IS BETTER: 61. Lips or eyes: eyes! 62. Hugs or kisses: why not both?? 63. Taller or shorter: taller 64. Older or younger: it depends... 65. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic 66. Nose, stomach, or nice arms: nice arms, heh 67. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 68. Hookup or relationship: relationship 69. Troublemaker or hesitant: uhm... ?
HAVE YOU EVER: 70. Kissed a stranger: noo 71. Drank liquor: nope 72. Lost glasses/contacts: I neither have glasses nor contacts 73. Had sex on the first date: nah 74. Broke someone’s heart: yeah, I guess... 75. Turned someone down: kind of 76. Cried when someone died: of course 77. Fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 78. Yourself: not really... maybe sometimes? 79. Miracles: yes 80. Love at first sight: no, it doesn’t work that way 81. Heaven: kind of, but not the way most people depict it 82. Kissing on a first date: yes
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Tagging 25 people? ... welp... .. I’ll just tag some and everyone who wants to do this because it’s fun.
@cheridragon @khazam @icekingninja @absolutegambit @littlemissdevil1 @saiyanshredder @fioleedreamer12 @flamescrubs @prettylilraindrop @that-ducking-tool
I don’t want anyone to feel uncomfortable sooo only do this if you want to, ok?
Finally! Exams are over! Those last 4 weeks were the horror, I feel dead inside.
But I’m glad that I have freetime at last.
Well, I made a side blog for my art only and I wanted to reblog the art posts from my main, but then I realized... many of my pictures are requests that I answered via asks and apparently I can’t reblog my own answers on a side blog... fml ಠ_ಠ
Or is there any possibility to do so that I haven’t figured out yet?
The last time I posted a drawing of mine was like two months ago. It feels so weird. I need to do artsy things! I wanna draw fanart of Undertale so bad, but I have so much university stuff to do... It’s driving me crazy...
I mean... it’s not like I haven’t drawn anything at all. However, it’s just a bunch of doodles on my uni folders and scrap papers during lectures. It doesn’t feel right. ugh...
Just to let you know, I’m still alive and I love you all! ❤
University is keeping me so busy. I haven’t drawn any new AT stuff yet, even though the new season started, I’m just... ugh... I think this will be my tumblr life from now on. Beeing super extreme online for some days just to vanish again for many weeks and then suddenly pop up again. I’m sorry.
Well, at least I somehow managed to play Undertale and it is AMAZING!!
Aaand I’m also really excited for Stakes! (≧◡≦)
I’m kinda tired of everything today. Wanna sketch a bit to relax, so requests are open for a while, I guess. AT or SU please, maybe GF.
Anyone?
