7am: wake up. shake with anxiety. take a hot bath.
9am: back to bed
11 am: wake up. shake with anxiety. go back to sleep
1 pm: wake up. shake with anxiety. hot bath.
2 pm: another hot bath.
3 pm: another hot bath.
3:30: masturbate anxiously
4 pm: make the damn phone calls! success!
lots of residual anxiety. what do i do with myself now?












