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The Magician and the princess
Live again. Repeat everything.
A new you.
That was supposed to happen... you had your isekai moment, you ended up in a new world, you thought you would live an adventure with what this new world gave you, a life where you would give the least of yourself, one full of small adventures and laziness.
The fewer things you do the better, just you in a nice place lying down, the grass of some meadow, the branch of a large tree even in the sand of a beach.
You couldn't fulfill your dream, unfortunately you had something else more important to do.
You were a noble woman in this world... your duties were not the problem.
You had magic, you didn't have a big goal of being the best magician or anything like that.
There was an internal war in your family, you didn't really care about that either.
There was a girl, the daughter of the king or the emperor, you don't remember her title well, only the little girl.
How can we not remember that girl, little Philomel, the false princess... A repetitive story of royalty, with many questionable parts.
But you felt affection for the girl, to think that since she found that book her life changed, she was no longer the spoiled and spoiled girl who only wanted her father to see her, to tell her that he really loved her, you saw her change, to be a new girl terrified of her future, who lived each of her days with anguish hoping that they would not kill her, a strategist and actress by obligation, by survival.
You cried, in fact you became depressed when reading her story, much more knowing that not even her real parents felt anything for her, in the end the girl settled and accepted that she would not have love from her family.
And yet she continued in that place, where her childhood ended abruptly, only to save a false father who never tried to be her father when she was a child, and the real protagonist.
Well Philomel made his decisions, many at the expense of a new future and his happiness, for people who were nothing.
And here you go, a promising castle mage.
Ready to become her friend... or something like that, you were much older than her and your feelings were to save her from her agony, to be what she never had.
A mother or an older sister, you didn't care what she chose, you just wanted to be with her, to be her rock as she goes through her entire stormy future.
"Princess Philomel" you bowed giving him a bow.
You smiled kindly and acted elegantly, you practiced it non-stop.
You had to behave in a good way, earn his trust, he was like a kitten... scared and distrustful, you had to be careful. You were still afraid, if he didn't like you or saw you as a threat, he would never approach you, your whole plan would fail.
Plans don't always go as expected, the princess just bowed and greeted before continuing on her way.
You carefully noticed her actions, she did not have the behavior of a girl, the idea that she was following the rules and regulations of nobility was absurd, her behavior was always that of a lively, naughty and even spoiled girl... that was until she found the book, where everything changed, the childish Philomel became extinct.
That Philomel acted elegantly but still avoided all the nobles at the small party was a sign that he had already started collecting allies or some of his cards to survive.
You were short of ideas, getting his attention just trying to talk didn't work, and boy did you try.
What are you supposed to do now? Try to be his teacher? That will only serve to get you closer, he could very well see you as a possible spy, or as a small person who appreciates, as happened with his butler/housekeeper, you don't remember well what his role really was.
Being his servant was also an option, but it would be suspicious for a promising mage to leave her job to be a lady-in-waiting.
There were thousands of titles and roles that you could take, even so there were risks, consequences if you took a role that was not the right one.
You attend more parties at the palace, mainly the smaller ones that were for the princess.
It was a nightmare, you couldn't get along socially with the noble ladies and ladies, the anxiety that time was passing, with you not being able to get close to the princess, as you are supposed to even be her friend.
Even the dresses enchanted with magic failed to attract their attention, you tried so hard that you even managed to make the fabric take on the appearance of fairy wings, technically you created a fake but legal and beautiful fabric.
At least you managed to attract the attention of the other ladies, who began to follow you non-stop and create some fame for you.
"What a nuisance"
"At this rate I won't achieve anything"
The desperation was high, your body was beginning to feel the consequences.
You seriously wanted to help Philomel, it was silly, absurd, idiotic but if you were inside this world, faced with the entire plot that was developing, you couldn't sit idly by.
It was a matter of luck, as a way to release part of your stress you created animals with your magic, they were just their silhouettes, like drawings, surrounded by a glow, they could move, they came to life, some stayed around you and others disappeared, but somehow a cat figure that had disappeared among nature, upon its return brought something with it, rather someone, a little lady, the princess.
You watched her in silence, as she was surrounded by all the small animals that you created, now you only saw a happy girl and without worries, she played with the small animals, these creatures strutted around her, eagerly waiting for the girl to look at them, they exploded with ecstasy when she caressed them.
"I see you're having fun, princess."
Your figure posed in front of the girl who was surrounded by your creations.
You gave him a smile when you spoke to him.
"and you guys, you know it's annoying when you get lost and even more so when you cause problems" you pointed at the adorable looking creatures, you looked at them with fake anger.
You were caught off guard to see how the animals hid behind the princess in fear.
Seriously, they saw you as a monster even though you created them with so much love and affection, ppfff child, raise them with love and they will always repay you with a stab in the back.
"Because they run away from their problems and the worst they hide behind the princess, you are... impossible" you snorted when you saw the behavior of your creations, you clenched your fist, you couldn't even think about punishing them, they were too adorable for a punishment, maybe that's why they always get into mischief, they know that they will never be truly punished and that you will fix their mistakes.
You heard the small laugh of a child, when you took your eyes off your little ones, you were able to capture how little Philomel was having fun with the situation she had in front of her.
This time he didn't fake a smile or pretend that everything was fine, he was actually happy and things in this small place in the castle were calm, without danger and pressure.
You applauded when you came up with an idea, it was risky but it was worth trying.
"Oh, since we're here with your new friend, how about we invite her to eat with us at a nice picnic?"
All your little creations jumped with excitement, you moved your hands and thought about what you wanted, with a small yellow glow hundreds of plates appeared on a tablecloth and a basket in the middle, they slowly fell to the floor.
The little creatures pushed the princess who watched your little trick in amazement.
You sat elegantly on the floor and looked at the princess.
You couldn't help but smile, you finally managed to stay close to her for more than 5 minutes without her moving away.
"What do you say, princess, you would make us very happy with your presence at our little picnic" you looked at her, hoping that she would accept.
You saw how your little ones made sad faces so that the little girl could see them.
"I..."
"Don't worry princess it will be a secret" you put a finger on your lips
"besides I have many delicious desserts, some are unknown in this kingdom" it was exhausting for you to go to different places to look for many unknown desserts, but you did everything to be able to get closer to Philomel.
You saw how the girl looked at you with skepticism, suspicious of your intentions, she was still a child and was already careful with her surroundings.
"Ahhhh but don't feel pressured, I'm not a threat, just a mage bored with her job in the palace"
"maybe another day" nervously you tried to sound less suspicious to the princess.
You quickly took a cupcake decorated with icing and a jelly bean that looked like a sphere that reflected the galaxy inside.
They turned out pretty on you, nothing better than a sweet to relieve sadness.
You were taken by surprise when the girl sat on the big blanket next to all the little animals made with magic.
You took another cupcake and held it out to him.
His hand hesitated for a second before taking the cupcake.
Well your mission may not advance much but at least you had a great picnic with little Philomel.
Step by step you continued with the girl, it was a common thing for the two of you to have picnics in the afternoons.
As you observed, she was still surrounded by those despicable people who pretended to love her, when in reality they despised her.
Poor girl, finding out that the only people who had been by her side for as long as she could remember actually had contempt for her was very sad.
But you couldn't interfere, that would raise suspicions, not only from Phil but also from his fake father.
Now you could only exchange conversations while drinking tea and eating desserts.
Slowly you got closer to the girl, it took you by surprise, when you were reading a book for the little princess and your little magic creations, you felt her lying on your legs with the little animals, all entertained by the words that came out of your mouth.
She was such a sweet girl, the little girl's action did not go unnoticed by you, when she caressed all the little animals made with magic, she took turns with each one and placed them on her stomach or her dress, she made sure that everyone had their moment, you even saw her worried about each little animal.
It was a slow day, the large garden was calm, without any visitors. Well except for you and Philmonel.
The girl had asked you to come today in the afternoon, due to the schedule that the princess had, you always expected her to tell you what day and what time she would come to the garden for her meetings, the short and few meetings that happened every week, turned into long and many meetings, when they knew each other more.
"Tell me Phil, have you ever heard of fairy godmothers?"
You were delicately braiding the girl's hair, as well as tangled flowers in her hair.
"uh.. I think I read about them in a book" she didn't pay much attention to you, you saw her concentrating on making tiny flower crowns and placing them on the heads of the little magical animals.
You saw the mini bear trying to imitate Phil's actions, one of the kittens modeling the crown on his head with great grace in front of the other animals, the rabbits lying with their crowns on the girl's lap, one of the dogs bringing flowers to the girl, the girl taking them with a smile to continue building more crowns.
"And if I told you that you exist" you continued insisting.
"uhh.... that would be interesting" there was her seriousness and lack of enthusiasm, you didn't blame her now she was trying to be a good girl so as not to bother anyone and survive.
"Come on, think more about that" you continued to insist, it was a calm day, which meant that you were very far from the main plot, it was a great opportunity to intervene without getting into trouble.
"Fairies grant wishes, don't they? Have you ever thought about a wish that you long for so deeply?"
You were direct, as much as you could, what child wouldn't want a wish without limits? Even with the role of princess, it's not that easy to be happy or get everything you want, there were limits, but when your position inside the castle was complicated, it's the same as walking on thousands of fragile eggshells that could get you in trouble if you break them a little.
Even for this girl full of fear and anxiety, having a wish could be a great light in her life.
Would she ask to flee from this place and never be found? Would she wish she were someone else? Some power or ability to help her survive.
She would even be so desperate that she would beg for her executioner or the girl who would end her life to be killed? No, she would not ask for someone's death.
Although she had her selfish actions, she cares about others.
"a wish..." the little girl was thoughtful with that question.
You smiled bitterly when you saw her so thoughtful, for her a wish was a miracle... she wasn't thinking about wealth, jewelry or dresses, she wasn't thinking about something to have fun with, but rather a wish calculated for her survival plan.
You wanted to get closer to Philomel, for her to trust you, to become her confidant, to take her away from this castle so she could have a moment of happiness, even if you changed the story, you would go wherever she asked you...
"You know what I would ask for" you brought the girl out of her thoughts when you spoke.
"a man, who is a few years older, very handsome, with a good complexion, who is kind" you began to ramble with some qualities of your perfect boy very excited.
"ah he has to be tall, I wouldn't care if he weren't a genius, I would take care of everything" you said sonorously.
"...." you only received a judging look from the girl, you felt like an alien or a weirdo.
"Come on, don't make that face" you pressed a finger on the girl's cheek, trying to make fun of her.
"at some point you will also dream and long for love."
"I don't believe it... I reject that thought" the girl spoke hurriedly, perhaps? I was embarrassed.
"Is that so? You don't have a cute boy hiding there" you continued provoking the girl.
Your fingers tangled in the small strands of hair that stood out in Phil's hairstyle, you twisted a finger over each strand giving it a loop shape.
"No!, of course not" you saw how he puffed out his cheeks angrily as he protested, wow he didn't even try to maintain his composure.
Maybe romance was still a taboo subject for the girl.
"If you find a boy... will you leave?" His question caught you off guard.
Love, such a complex word, you couldn't experience it well in your old life.... you have no memory of it, everything was blurry if you searched your mind about romance and couples.
You assume your life sucked that way so your mind had nothing.
"No, because I would do something like that, I will stay by your side and that man better do it too" faithful to your promise you ignored the distractions, friends before boys.
Of course you and Phil weren't friends yet, but you ignored that too.
"But if he doesn't want that, if he comes to hate that idea..."
Was I worried about you leaving? Ah, that was a joy for you, you were moving forward.
Today you would celebrate with a glass of wine and some desserts.
"So he's not the one Phil" your hands caressed the girl's head.
Hearing that was a relief for Philomel, just thinking about that possibility caused her worry, you came out of nowhere and bombarded her a lot with your presence, you were intrusive and annoying... but seeing your smile, your kind words, they cut her off, she wanted to believe in you, she let her guard down every time they saw each other, until you became a constant in her life. It was suspicious, I knew it well, you never appeared in the book, you were not even mentioned.
An unknown presence, possibly from another world, your strange behavior was a sign of that.
You never asked him for anything, you didn't even try to benefit from his friendship, you were the one who offered him many things, even if they sounded impossible or crazy.
You made her feel appreciated, your small gestures like desserts along with picnic parties, the conversations you had even if they were absurd, you listened to her, you actually did! You played along many times, you always smiled lovingly at her, your hands were warm, every time you landed on her head or her face, even when you gave her your hands.
You were very warm, you were like a light, you made her feel safe, loved and appreciated. Is this how a family should feel? If that was the case, he hoped he would always feel it, even if he was selfish, he wanted you to never leave his side.
𝓕𝓲𝓯𝓲'𝓼 𝓓𝓾𝓬𝓴 𝓒𝓪𝓯𝓮 - 𝓜𝓮𝓶'𝓼 𝓟𝓪𝓰𝓮
A Stardew Valley-esque AU where the duck café is the central hub of a countryside town. Originally created by @that-student-that-has-homework
All of this is still very new and may change in the future
About Me
I’m relatively new to the area. I studied archeology and history in the city and I took a job managing the town’s museum partially because I’m very interested in the local history. I try to keep the museum open as much as possible, but sometimes the call of an archeological dig is too tempting.
Fifi stops by often to chat and to pick lemons from the communal lemon tree in front of the museum.
My Suitors
Jing Yuan is a retired general who now works as a gardener. He has lived in the town for years. People often stop by his house to admire his flower garden, and he’s quite happy to give a quick tour! Jing Yuan has a tight connection to veterans in the city, often distributing leftover food from the café to the less fortunate. He’s always ready to foster abandoned kittens.
Jing Yuan and I met at the café, introduced by Fifi, herself! She gently nudged us out of the cafe while hyping up Jing Yuan’s garden and telling him to show me before it rains! I ended up having my tea at his house instead, three kittens asleep on my lap.
Mydei is a refugee from a war-torn nation. He’s seen as the leader of his people, who have taken refuge in the nearby area. Mydei runs an eatery, and much like Jing Yuan distributes leftover food to the less fortunate, though his own people have first right. Due to his prowess as a fighter, he is also a very sought after adventurer, though his hiring fees are quite high. He tends to the town’s pomegranate trees.
Fifi once hired him to go search for me when she felt I had been away on a dig for too long. I was fine, but didn’t say no to his help carrying my finds back to town. Mydei and I have a somewhat contentious relationship, often getting into arguments when we get on each other’s nerves.
Last updated December 7th, 2025
💔 - Who has your character hurt most? Physically or emotionally? How did it feel? Do they regret it? for bea & phil
Philomel has hurt a lot of people and regrets it all, especially Quil. At the time, as far as she knew, she'd never met another dragonborn before and she longed to know her, to have a friend, a family. She thinks about Quil often for the rest of her life. But I think she regrets everything with Orin the most. And she mourns what could have been, if only they weren't the way they are. Beatrix knows she hurt her mother a lot when she left home. It wasn't even under a cloud, or after an argument, just that Beatrix thirsted for freedom, and knowledge, and change. She wasn't going to get any of those with her family, so she left. Her mother had spent all her life trying desperately to keep everyone together, so she took it hard. Bea hasn't seen her mother in nearly fifteen years. She misses her so much, and she knows she probably can never see her again.
Jeremiah from Philomel The Fake
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