Dec 15, 2025
i have wonderful plans and the haters will stop me
#first things first this is not a ship post . okay now i can move on#ive been wanting to draw something related to kaiser pretty much blinding pav and leading him astray from his original goal kind of#because while yes i think his central goal was kill kaiser and get his revenge but how does that Feel now that there is blood on his hands -#- and that it is the blood of people not so dissimilar to him. he's just continuing that cycle. failing over and over again#i was tempted to have kaiser covering his face with one hand and raising pav's gunhand with the other but i feel that he chose to raise the#gun all by himself.#there was no coaxing that needed to be done there.#but later on i feel he does become blindsided by how much his hatred for kaiser has consumed him and what he has allowed himself to become#i don't know. i don't know. he is one of my favorite characters out there#i think it is because i can tear apart his motivations and i don't feel too constrained by the original media as his portrayal is#while inherently complex#lacking.#but that is because the game is not done. i don't mind. i love it anyway#do i maintag this??? god i have no idea#i'll finish this drawing tomorrow probably#okay yeah maybe i will. i would like thoughts on the matter (the matter being pav)#fear and hunger termina#fear and hunger pav#pavel yudin#not arttagging this though because i'm not Done.#but this can be a textpost. because i spoke So Much.#phon.txt