smiling at my phone is this the meds working or something else??????? Down to half days of treatment tomorroooooooow
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smiling at my phone is this the meds working or something else??????? Down to half days of treatment tomorroooooooow
I think I had a major breakthrough in treatment today and I havenāt stopped crying
thereās someone in my php Iām kind of obsessed with becoming friends with but I donāt wanna be weird I just wanna idk!!! platonically say heyyyyyyyyy
sunday scaries are sm worse when monday means a new week of the php like this shit sucks worse than work somehow
recovery feels impossible and treatment feels useless! partial hospitalization is so fun š
Sunday scaries but for my first full week of partial hospitalization which it appears will include such hits as āgrief and forgiveness,ā ācodependency recovery,ā and āshame resilience.ā crying in anticipation, literally
sober living is such ass but my php program (which we fondly call āadult daycareā) is goin ok. didnāt expect to connect so hard with a 61 year old dude named jim but here we are
php is going ok I guess but my sleep schedule is completely fucked. Iām so tired by the time I get home from treatment that Iām falling asleep at like literally 6:30-7:00pm. except then I just wake up and go on phone every 4 hours or whatever so hm yeah idk a solution to this