#php tag

[sunflowervol69]

smiling at my phone is this the meds working or something else??????? Down to half days of treatment tomorroooooooow

[sunflowervol69]

I think I had a major breakthrough in treatment today and I haven’t stopped crying

[sunflowervol69]

there’s someone in my php I’m kind of obsessed with becoming friends with but I don’t wanna be weird I just wanna idk!!! platonically say heyyyyyyyyy

[sunflowervol69]

sunday scaries are sm worse when monday means a new week of the php like this shit sucks worse than work somehow

[sunflowervol69]

recovery feels impossible and treatment feels useless! partial hospitalization is so fun 😍

[sunflowervol69]

Sunday scaries but for my first full week of partial hospitalization which it appears will include such hits as “grief and forgiveness,” “codependency recovery,” and “shame resilience.” crying in anticipation, literally

[sunflowervol69]

sober living is such ass but my php program (which we fondly call “adult daycare”) is goin ok. didn’t expect to connect so hard with a 61 year old dude named jim but here we are

[sunflowervol69]

php is going ok I guess but my sleep schedule is completely fucked. I’m so tired by the time I get home from treatment that I’m falling asleep at like literally 6:30-7:00pm. except then I just wake up and go on phone every 4 hours or whatever so hm yeah idk a solution to this