#pilot!poland

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Some mistakes are made, that’s alright, that’s okay

Messy ugly sketch that ill hopefully clean up and update but im just not doing well lately but really wanna post stuff so!!! Pilot Feliks cause I will never stop lmao

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!!!! my son???? In a bunch of different outfits??? MY son???

To break my art block I started doodling Poland in a few of his outfits that I like, only for it to end up being 4 am and me finally feeling like drawing again lmao

I really loved making these! look at all the polands! and if u think these are all my versions of this boy.... u got another thing comin’... my cold war pol and commonwealth pol are waiting in the shadows.

I tried drawing only the outfits he has had in the manga and anime, cause if I drew him in all the outfits I would like to draw him in... this blog would become even more poland-centric than it already is lmao

*squints at pilot!Poland* I HAD TO this is canon in my heart

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Hi I’m literally never gonna stop talking about pilot!Poland and the engpol ww2 pilot timeline

also side note while looking for some squadron 303 documentaries i found this sweet song instead https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJlpkufeM_E i understand like... 5% of it at best lmao but its so lovely, especially the way they say “spitfires” as “spitfiery” with like, a complete Polish pronunciation of it which is more llike... “spirtijry” which is... beautiful, I wish i understood the whole song but I understand it enough to love the 303 squadron even more

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*coughs* so you know when you have a final paper due the next day so you spend your whole night trying to draw your favorite pilot son in the Hetalia anime style because... because why not.

I fucking CHOKED when I was drawing this cause I was sitting with my roommate who is also writing an essay for her own finals and I went “damn if only I was good at drawing backgrounds-” and she just cuts me off and says “Broom, write your FUCKING ESSAY” and honestly thats a mood god I love my roommate to death she is a gift

By the way this drawing is heavily influenced by a mix of screenshots from the anime and was purely for fun and practice!!! and for PROCRASTINATION

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Flustered pilot Poland? bby what happened

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I wasnt gonna make a valentines day post but I love valentines day so here we are lmao soo happy valentines day!!!!

I love the tragic and sudden romance that is engpol, like, soooo muchhh… i cant help itttt

Also the position of the plane (which isnt a spitfire, yeah i know it would have been more fitting but i couldnt get the angle i wanted on it :’0) was referenced from a screenshot from the Polish Squadron 303 film!

Some engpol and personal talk under the cut!

I dont know why engpol is such a beautiful ship to me, maybe cause its tragic. I feel a really personal connection to this ship i guess, and since its valentines day, i guess a bit of an explanation from my personal experineces would be fine? I guess what gets me with it is just… Engpol for me is when you grow close to someone under very harsh circumstances, and you just end up absolutely adoring them, and then it all crashes and burns in a way that is just unrepairable, but that love that once existed is still there, but never able to come out again. It makes those moments of happiness seem so much grander, so much more beautiful than before, like a moment in time thats encased in your mind and cant ever be repeated, since you cant repeat the past. There is someone in my life whom I met under harsh circmustances too, not like, a war ofc, but harsh enough to know we NEEDED to work together to survive. We didnt treat it as anything more, we barely thought of each other as friends at first. We had a huge language barrier too and frankly, theres something about language barriers that always gets me in ships, that kind of uncovering and discovering a whole new language with a person, its like being reborn. And I guess kind of similarly to how i see engpol, me and this person went through certain things that just cant be fixed. Even though I love him, I love him more than anyone I’ve ever loved and I doubt I'll love someone with so much intensity for a long time, I cant push past the things he did, and the things I did too. Its a tragic limbo which also makes the memories of the good times seem so much sweeter. Its to the point where you almost wish you were back in that dark place you were before, just because that was when your bond grew with that other person. For me, the guy I love is the most intelligent, ambitious, and just amazing person ill ever meet, someone who turned my life upside down and changed me forever, but I cant ever go back to him. For me engpol is a similar ship to that, the things that happened have an effect, and will never go away, and they are so sweet and full of love, but they are frozen in time, because the world has moved on and the choices we make cant always be retracted.

Sorry for the monlogue lmao my point is I love valentines day and I love engpol and I will forever love tragic romance ships cause they speak to me on a personal level xd

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Do you ever sketch something so self-indulgent that you think ‘nah im never uploading this’ but then u do it anyway? yeah thats this lmao

I might delete later if i like,,, make this all lined and proper and pretty, but idk

Have dopey pilots being terrible at hiding their feelings towards each other 

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While I was looking through old drawings I found this concept drawing of the flying uniforms for the pilot timeline (I still don’t know what to call this properly lmao) and I acutally kinda like this drawing so I decided to post it! Originally the uniforms were full brown cause thats what I could find on the internet but im pretty sure this drawing was where I finally figured out the “british blue” uniforms for the RAF and the rest is history, the colors I use for the uniforms are now pretty much the same, except for the similified masks tho, now theyre brown.

England I see u lightly reaching for polands hand u aint slick