Niqa Tuskcutter for @pineful-pyxels Aradia Kemp!
Big Happy Family | Active - Ambitious - Loner Knight | Young Adult | Orc Outcast
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warnings for mentions of death, murder, famine
I am not my clan.
I was not my clan even at my birth, when they bit the strand between my mother and I and named me Niqa. Every orc has a yoke of his own. We are born with broad shoulders to bear the weight of what our clan insists of us. We are born into fealty, into loyalty. Loyalty or death. And my yoke was like my mother’s, like her mother’s. While my brothers waged wars with the best of our clan, we toiled at the water’s edge with our nets and our lines. We fed the instruments of war our clan made of our boys but I could fight as well, I would fight for my clan if they would let me.
They spat my sex at my feet like a curse and left me behind.
I was not my clan when food began to run out, when the rivers began to dry. A hard, hot summer made tensions brittle and a lean, frigid winter broke us. The fighting was tremendous; hate covered our village, a layer of ice atop the snow that killed our crops, now threatening to kill us.
When the sun finally came out, we had killed so many of our own it was impossible to tell enemy from friend any longer. My brothers and father were dead, my mother lay dying and all the chieftain could tell me was that this year would be better.
This year would be better.
I was not my clan when I whispered my good byes that night. I was not my clan when I took my father’s sword, when I pulled the torch from its bracing and moved for the last time across the place of my birth, its ground forever stained with the blood of my people, my family. I was not my clan when I lit the lashings atop the chieftain’s hut and waited for him to exit, and I was not my clan when I cut his throat and let him beg me for his life.
They could have killed me when they saw what I had done. They should have; I stood in the village square with his head and watched them come but I felt nothing. Neither fear nor relief. Only the hot blood on my legs.
They cut my tusks and branded me a traitor. Kill one orc and you become a traitor; the chieftain killed many more that winter but no one would demand any better from him. Broken at their feet, tusks blunted by their hateful blades, they left me there in the woods to die.
But I didn’t die.
It was the humans that found me, swollen with flies and breathing my last but as they drew their blades all I could croak was, ‘I am not my clan.’
They gave me a second chance. It was more than my own clan would afford me, would afford any of us. The humans owed me nothing. They had every right to leave me there to my fate, to fear what I was. I was tall and strong even then, a girl of sixteen winters, but I promised them that I am not my clan and they let me prove it.
I am grown now. No human stands so tall as I, no horse in their stables as strong. Many still regard me with fear, with uncertainty - have I any right to blame them?
They have let me fight for their queen, an honour never afforded to me before. They taught me to use my father’s sword, gave me purpose. The orcs that pass through know what I am for the size of my tusks but the wise ones say nothing of it; only sneer and murmur in our hometongue.
But I am not my clan. I never was.
Personality:
Driven. Niqa spent the first years of her life being underestimated, forgotten and left behind. Her work ethic is hard to beat and she’ll stop at nothing to see her goals accomplished.
Loyal. There’s very little Niqa wouldn’t do for the humans that saved her and gave her a chance to be more. Even when she was still with her clan, what she did she felt was for the good of her people.
Stoic. She’s also regarded as being a little bit hard around the edges, but for the most part Niqa keeps her feelings to herself.
Cliche heart of gold. She’s a tough nut to crack, but there is goodness in her. Promise.
Brave. There isn’t much Niqa fears and she’s more than willing to stand at the front. She’s a tank through and through, and she’s at her best when other people are afraid or someone needs protecting.
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