Aug 16
The only thing keeping me going this week is prospects of fish tank set up by the end of the week
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The only thing keeping me going this week is prospects of fish tank set up by the end of the week
Sometimes I feel so foolish for constantly learning how to eat. Learning how to prepare meals, learning what to buy and how quickly I need to consume it. I think I'll continue to learn for the rest of my life.
It also kinda feels good to learn. I fall out of it sure, but then I learn again. And I'm awake again.
I like taking care of myself. I can do it. I can also learn from others. This is one of the ways sharing food and recipes is so core and essential to the human experience.
I love my friends
Im running out of something
I can't catch up. I don't get enough sleep, I don't get enough time with friends. I absolutely don't get enough alone time. I'm barely eating enough. I can't focus on anything.
I need to write a new resume and apply for jobs. My current job isn't paying enough for the time and energy I'm putting in. I'm exhausted.
My last paycheck was shit somehow. It was like a punch to the gut. Like. I have no time because of my job and its not even paying me enough.
I need to leave. My boss is a racist and misogynist idiot. He treats me like I'm stupid and constantly makes mistakes at the expense of me and my coworkers. Rip the new hire. I haven't even met him and he's about to be the only employee at my shop.
I have never stressed about work so much outside of work before this year. I'm so done. I have nothing tying me there. I need to move on
In two weeks I'll miss the insanity
Its kinda crazy. Drawing for like a minimal 2 hours gives me such relief. It takes the pressure off. Its so nice. I need more of course. But even a little does me soo good.
Turns out that post salpingectomy your hormones can get fucked up. My body is just finding my brain in a dark alley and taking revenge.
I'm sure they'll work it out, they can be friends again. I'm not in control tho. This delights everyone but myself
Guest who just got neutereddd
Tummy hurrrrt :((((