#pissing inside

[tripleabatterybuni]

Follow up to: fall free and sedate me

You may convince yourself it was all a dream, but Jack's there to remind you it was very, very real.

Pairing: Jack Abbot x Reader

TW: noncon, breathplay, piss kink, drugged, rough, smut smut smut! Read at your own risk <3

wc: 3.6k (85% of which is smut)

You convince yourself it was only a dream.

Which is easy to do when the only evidence you can find of your visitor from last night is how sore your body is, muscles aching, and skin bruised around your hips and neck, pussy feeling so raw it hurts to pee and wipe after going to the bathroom.

But your sheets are clean, your door is locked, there’s nothing… leaking from you.

It’s almost too easy to pretend it was a drug-induced fever dream, if it weren't for the dark yellow purple bruises. You only remember pieces of it anyway.

The sweaty feel of his arm around your neck, the smell of him strong in your nose, his cock twitching, hot inside you. 

And you can rationalize all the ways he could have hidden his presence (cleaned your sheets, picked your lock, wiped you clean), but you‘re terrified of a reality where… that could have happened to you, so it's easier to just pretend it didn't happen at all.

Pretend you're not limping from it and head out to work like everything is normal and ignore the nagging at the back of your mind that you should do… something… anything. 

You're at work with your phone on silent, so you almost miss it, your phone lit up with the name of the hospital. 

You scramble to pick it up before it rings out. Quickly answering with a hello, followed by your name.

“Hi, this is Dr. Abbot from PTMC. Just calling to make sure you're not having any issues with your meds.” The gruff voice of the hot doctor from yesterday rings out in your ear, sending a chill down your spine that you can't quite understand.

“Oh,” You sigh, relieved, worried they may have had an issue with your insurance. “That's kind of you to check in, no, no major problems. My ear’s feeling better already.”

“Mmm, nothing major? That mean you had a minor issue?”

“I don't even know if it's worth mentioning. But the um, sleeping pills you prescribed gave me really… weird and vivid dreams, kinda like a fever dream. 

“Ahh yes, that can be a side effect. Unfortunately, it's a bit of a trade-off, nice heavy sleep, but you might have some… disruptive dreams, nothing too bad, I hope.”

You choke up a little, thinking back to feeling trapped and helpless, body pinned in place and fucked raw. Your eyes water a little, and you're so glad he can’t see you over the phone. “It was… um not a dream I'd like to repeat.”

You try your best to laugh it off.

But then he coo’s at your admission, and the tears that were threatening your waterline break free. A shudder runs through you, and you taste bile. His noise of reassurance like a sickening echo of something from your ‘dream’.

“That's a shame, a good girl like you should have nothing but good dreams.”

Your heart is pounding so loud it's a wonder you can even hear him. Hanging up, unable to respond as he says goodbye.

It can't be him, he didn’t… violate you. Your mind is just playing tricks on you, mixing the dream and reality.

It was a dream, you chant in your head.

You spend the rest of your day moving through the world like a zombie, doing everything on autopilot, dreading the thought of going home, of going to sleep.

But inevitably, that's where you find yourself, at home, staring at the nearly full bottle of sleeping pills.

You think of going to the police, then of your complete lack of evidence, and the scrutiny that would come along with it. 

You slam back a pill.

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[twisted-desires]

Hhhh got reminded of how hot scent marking by pissing inside is,,,, idk how to explain it but I think being filled would be hot and having a guy obsessed with making me smell like him as a way of claiming me would be hot and OTL

Oh especially with monster guys, or knots in the mix. They're growling about filling me, covering me with their scent and making sure everyone knows I'm their mate. And the way my body is forced to hold more than it might be used to because their knot holds everything in? Ough it's just so hot

[exploring-sensation]

'hey baby, i need t-- -----'

'wha' i mumble at rhe the sound

'i need you to — -------'

my eyes blink open blearily as i feel his warm hand shaking me softly. he's saying something i can tell but i can't make out what it is as i slowly rouse from my sleep.

'mmmhmmmm ok ' i hum softly, not terribly sure what i agreed to and slowly piecing together the slurry of syllables i heard. i can feel him shoving my shorts down and stuffing a few fingers into my ass. i whimper at the rough stretch but im still a little loose from last night and i simply arch my back as his cock finds my entrance and pushes in deep in one stroke. i moan as he grinds at my second ring, i know what's coming and i try to relax my hole before i feel him drawing back and thrusting forward savagely popping the head of his cock through my second ring and settling deep inside me.

his hips still as he's inside me keeping me open, and i whine softly at the deep ache inside me. i focus on keeping my breathing at a consistent pace as my body struggles not to clench down on the thick intrusion. i feel a cramp deep in my abdomen and whimper. he rubs my stomach gently kissing my shoulder as he fills me. i blush deeply, realizing what he had said - that he needed to piss, wanted to use me as his urinal. another cramp wracks my stomach and he coos gently, encouraging me to breath through the ache. i whine softly out loud, not afraid of feeling foolish for him, simply focusing on taking him, taking his piss.

when he finishes pissing he thrusts his head in and out of my second ring a few times, forcing unbidden moans from me. i whine slightly as he pulls out, somehow the emptiness is worse than the throbbing ache of the stretch but it only lasts a moment as a big plug is pushed into me. i reach for my cock but he swats my hand and i whine again. wanting to ease the ache in my belly with some pleasure but obliging him in not touching. i feel the rubber head of the wand just seconds before i feel the intense vibrations against my soft dick and i start to shudder, orgasm building quickly as the ache in my belly starts to subside. he holds the vibrator to soft cock, and forces three orgasms out of me, each one making me clench harder and harder around the plug in me, and keeping me aware of the heavy load of his piss inside me. after the third orgasm he kisses me and pulls my shorts back up, snuggling into my back as he falls back asleep. a tear rolls down my face as i keep my breathing steady, i doubt i'll fall asleep with the ache inside but the soft buzz of pleasure radiating through me from inside keeps my muscles loose as i rest with him, patiently waiting for the next time he needs me.

[exploring-sensation]

imagining someone sighing in relief as they have an accident inside me

maybe daddy told me to let his friend put it in my hole and he couldn't hold it, flooding my guts with his piss.

he looks so relieved, so happy

i can't be mad

even as my guts feel tighter and tighter, i want to make him feel good, as he empties his bladder into me

his emergency toilet

[exploring-sensation]

"daddy noooo, why would you use that when your personal toilet is right here"

i whine as i here the trickle of his piss into the porcelain bowl, tucking my knees to my chest and exposing my ass where a huge dildo sticks out proudly from my stretched hole.

"you're right baby how could i ignore my personal toilet" he said as he walks over, cock swinging out of his pants. he yanks the dildo out of my ass, my hole gaping open before he stuffs himself inside. he sighs languidly before releasing his piss inside me, the warmth filling me with cozy comfort before the ache of my stuffed guts starts to reach me.

"thank you daddy, thank you for your piss" i moan out as he fills my guts, "daddy's toilet needs his piss or it will be sad" i say clenching my hole lightly around his cock

"aww poor toilet, seems like daddy's been neglecting it huh, leaving it empty, guess i'll have to start keeping it nice and full"

i moan, i've been plugged with full dildos 24/7 for weeks now but knowing he's going to fill me with his pee first now, filling my insides with him before my holes get used makes me wet and i revel in the aching fullness of my guts that represents his bladder full of piss.

i want nothing more than to be daddy's full time toilet, taking all of his piss every day.

i rub my stomach imagining the swell of it, looking pregnant to strangers but guts full of daddy's piss instead.

[exploring-sensation]

thinking about a guy fucking me, using bigger and bigger dicks until he's fucking me with his massive tentacock, deep in my guts, stretching my second ring open and stuffing me full. when he pulls out my hole hangs slack, not even fluttering with effort anymore and when he pushes his arm inside me, my ass easily swallows him to the elbow.

thinking about him bringing his girlfriend in and showing her my loose broken hole. shuddering as he explains that now she doesn't have to worry about public bathrooms anymore. he made a toilet just for her.

my hole continues to gape slackly as she pulls down her panties and gently places her soft cock in my hole. so loose and open that she easily slips in. she sighs softly as she releases her bladder and i can feel her piss draining deep inside me. when she's done she wipes her cock against my ass and tucks herself back into her panties. her little bulge making me blush with desire.

her boyfriend stuffs me with a thick plug and yanks me to my feet. my legs feel like jelly, and the thick intrusion in my ass prevents me from standing upright but he holds me up as i struggle. 'once it learns to walk properly it will be the perfect portable toilet for you' he says, 'ill keep training it, don't worry'

[exploring-sensation]

thinking about being made into a toilet

having my ass lovingly trained, first with plugs, then dildos, then fists. thinking about taking longer and longer toys deeper into my guts, their fist elbow deep inside my hole as they open me up

being blindfolded and placed into position, ass up and held open with a large speculum, gentle hypnotic audio in my ears and a powerful vibe on my cock.

laying there all day, being forced to cum over and over, my only stimulation the fullness in my belly from their loads of piss. my guts slowly achingly distending as they come in every few hours to add to the weight inside me

each orgasm conditioning me to love having my guts swollen with piss and to love being a toilet