I couldn’t talk because I feared for my father’s future should I do so, I couldn’t visit my family because I would be rejected by my wife and be unable to return back to her if II visited plus technology lies so after 13 years I separated from my wife and realized their was a liabilities created while I was gone between father and my whole sister and did choose to do methamphetamine regularly with him to handle those liabilities on a later date.
My sister broke her leg Supposedly when our mother died, and I think she joined an actorguild because she is absurdity in her attempts but the  secretaries of the principal seemed to forbid me to be acting in anyway, and in every way, it was just something, II was forbidden to do.
Schwarzenegger and Ronald Reagan and my little sister broke her leg and later her collarbone,  because I must’ve wished upon that comet  most likely presented to save my life because that’s what she cost me?