am i delusion
am i delusion..all i want is things that are free for the most part.
i want communication. i want to talk about your day, your emotions, what you are feeling at that very moment. i want to talk about everything you want from this relation what you don’t want. i want you to communicate why you need other girls to stroke your ego. why i’m not enough for your stupid ego.
i want openness. openness from you to listen to what i’m telling you. listen to the pain your causing me and why i’m beginning to doubt your love for me. then you get upset when i tell you that i don’t believe you and to stop telling me that you love me. i want openness so i can express myself and not be judged by the person i care so deeply for.
i wanted your attention but i’m finding myself not want that anymore. i love you but why am i pushing for this and telling you what i want if you can only see yourself, your ego, and impressing social media...
baby this was a garden & you stopped wanted to water it together.. so i don’t want to water it anymore either..
