I’ve been reading a lot around the politics of sex work, whether it’s emancipatory or exploitative, or both.
Ever since I was a child, 12 maybe, I have dreamed of and known the power of my gender, of my body, of my smile and softly spoken words. My school friends knew this, I was labelled a slut and I loved it. I acted up to it.
And now, as an adult I have not lost those dreams, now they are more real to me. I am even more aware of my abilities, and the necessity to capitalize on one’s assets in this economy.
I have a way of making money, not an easy way, but a way that I’m sure I’ll enjoy. It’s playing up to everything I already love doing. Being naked, feeling sexy. Dancing. Coke and leering men. I was a cam girl from aged 15 for goddsake. That’s why I’ve applied to work in a gentleman’s club, to get paid for what I’m good at. And to experience what I’ve been reading so much about.