#please ignore this...

[ludwigoat]

If this be my last words before the disaster that will be Mikoto's song tommorow then I want it to be this:

MIKOTO IS A HOMMICIDAL SLEEPWALKER TRUST HE COMMITED THE MURDERS IN HIS SLEEP AND JOHN COVERED FOR HIM. SLEEP DISORDERS ARE COMMON WITH PPL WITH DID AND WAS SHOWN SLEEPING BEFORE HE COMMITTED THE MURDERS HE EVEN MENTION IT IN JOHN DOE ALSO DYK PEOPLE CAN SLEEPWALK WOTH THEIR EYES OPENBSNANSKSNDBDHDDBSBSNSNSNDNSNANWNNSJ2JQJAKKXJSBSBDBDBDNSNNDK

[galactic-art-station]

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[bugz-iris]

Please pardon this, I'm just a wee bit frustrated right now. I've been wanting to work on Deep sea haze but can't because of my bleeding stylus stopped working.

Like I was about 80% done with the "prologue" and then it broke. I'm frustrated because this was like a month or so ago, a few days after I had made the sketch board. And my fear is it wouldn't get fixed till August 🎉 [eye is twitching]

The good in it though is I've had lots of time for chapter one and two, which are writing bits. It's also given me time to work on other things. So, I guess long story short, I'm excited to keep working on Deep sea haze but will have to diverge for a wee bit.

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk

[veryotl]

I keep typing out this long post about how alone and sad I feel right now and then I realize no one likes those types of posts and they're just a burden to see so I just delete all of them and feel even more alone again

[konohaeleven]

negative // ignore this.. i feel like it might be triggering to some people..

ughhHhhh

a lot of things are going on today and im just really stressed and i need to rant......

along with all the stuff on the news, i found out my sister is going to move in with her friend from portland to beaverton.. which wouldnt be a problem if we hadnt made plans to move in together already?? and if i happen to move to beaverton, its really really far away from portland community college and thats where im planning on going and im just so confused???? does she want me to take a gap year and just work??? does she want me to stay in the bay area with out borderline abusive parents and go to community college here??

i want to sleep, but its bothering me so much i just fucking cant and i wish i just wasnt here anymore i dont want to have to deal with society and my family and ahhhhhhhh

my whole family doesnt know im not straight and im sisters being really hard on my because she doesnt know im mentally ill and im scared about going out in the world as an adult being sga and mentally ill and all of it just seems like too much....

i feel so paralyzed by all this pressure that i cant get myself to go out of the house or even take care of myself to a certain degree and its JUST REALLY annoying like.. why am i still here????

[furrywolflover]

Friends come and go, and even though we don't talk anymore, I still miss you every day. I still wait for a message from you, I still think about you every day, and I wonder what did I do wrong to make you no longer talk to me... It's slowly driving me insane, losing almost every one of my friends, not knowing what I did to make this happen, slowly going into isolation... What did I do wrong... Sorry guys... I needed to rant about this... I've lost pretty much every friend I've ever had, and I just... Its painful...

[ofinnocxncearchive-blog]

i feel so out of place today... just like im not really wanted anymore or belong anywhere for that matter. not even sure where exactly this is coming from but its a sucky feeling. its just not nice feeling like no one really wants you anywhere and that it wouldnt exactly make a difference whether youd be there or not because at the end of the day theyll always have others anyway and youre not needed at all. i just dont really know what to do anymore and this used to be my escape but it stops being that when you just feel the exact way here you do in real life...