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[enduranceofsurvival]

“to the edge of universe & back. endure & survive."

18+ | Semi-Selective | Multi-Muse | OC & Crossover Friendly

Featuring muses from Marvel, One Piece + much more.

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cared for by jess. sister blog to c0mplex-heroes.

[prismpowa]

hi there!

i'm opening up slots for simple full body chibi or headshot sketch commissions. sketch chibis are $10 and headshots will be $20. i will be donating the funds to my friend landis. please read his post here. please message me if you're interested. and of course, reblogging helps. here are my examples. please keep in mind i'm still learning, so my style will have some minor inconsistencies. i'm willing to negotiate price. please just ask. :

[officialhyperion]

A(t)las...

[perriwinkl]

me

[spacetime-trainwreck-blog]

It just occurred to me that I have no idea what kind of books I like to read. I came out while we were reading Neil Gaiman (totally unrelated things brought me here) and I realized that we weren't reading My Kind Of Book, but I didn't know what My Kind Of Book would be. I'm just. staring out blankly. at the wall. because I don't know what kind of books I like to read.

[retaliat]

opalwinged replied to your post:

Pretty sure you’re talking about yourself again.

i'd like to hear what impression you think most people have of you.

[prettyawordthatstuck]

I have something to say, and it's important. please listen.

Definition: Bullying includes actions such as making threats, spreading rumors, attacking someone physically or verbally, and excluding someone from a group on purpose.

Definition: Cyberbullying "involves the use of information and communication technologies to support deliberate, repeated, and hostile behavior.

I am writing this in reflection of things I have seen on tumblr for the past little while. I am looking at everyone. I have been guilty of this. And I’m taking a moment to apologize to anyone who may have been a victim because of me. It is not something I have aimed to do or be. This is not something just for children. I have seen fully capably and smart adults on this site behave in this manner and of recent I have become a victim. I come to tumblr to escape this. I come to have fun, rp meet new people and expand myself. I'm saying this because I know many people like myself have been bullied.

Here goes nothing:

I was 4 when I stood away from a group of girl who bullied my friend Robin. They were 7. The shoved her around in a circle for no reason. These same girls stole my sailor moon dolls and called me ugly I never saw my dolls again.

I have 5 and in Kindergarden when 4 girls decided that because I played with a girl they did not like, that they would hate me.

I was 6 when I entered grade one when I made a point of being everyone’s friends and everyone laughed at me because I didn’t have a dad. I had Paul. 

I was 7 when the sexual abuse by a family member finally stopped and continued to be picked on for helping the disabled child tie his shoes everyday because he couldn’t.

I was 7 when my grade 2 teacher decided to turn my desk around in front of the class because my ADHD wouldn’t let me pay attention and wrote nasty notes to me daily.

I was 9 when someone found out about the sexual abuse and called me nothing but a fugly slut because they thought it was funny.

I was 12 before I had any real friends in school because I switched I made some.

I was 14 when the boys in my class decided to try and give me money because so girl told them I would give them a blow job for money all of it was a lie.

I was 15 when some decided they wanted to kick the shit out of me for living and threatened me on a daily basis just because their life sucked too.

I was 17 when the rumor surfaced that I willingly had sex at 6 because I abused and again the rumors of prostitution flared up.

I was 18 when my biological father walked out of my left for the final time. We haven’t spoken since.

I was 18 when my first roommate just about chased me out of my university. I was away from home for the first time and was between killing myself or dropping out of my dream school because she had everyone talking about me behind my back and living in my own dorm room a nightmare.

Why? To this day, I still don’t understand what I’ve done. I know someone of my friends here are guilty of bullying.

But more importantly why did I make this list. Let me tell you. These are a select few instances of a childhood spent alone and a young teen desperately trying to find herself and wanting to know why people hated her. Much like many of you I am friends with. So the next time you want to make fun of someone or bash them for something rp skills, a post they made, their character, an opinion, or their health. Think about this list. DO you want to be part of a list like this? Do you REALLY want to be the reason that someone wakes up and hates their life every day?

Now before you rush to my ask box to offer sympathy, don’t! I have always wanted to spend my life helping people. It is who I am. These experiences have driven me to be the geeky book worm I am and someday I will be helping kids like me. However I am strong. I am a survivor. Not everyone is me.

So the next time you want to send something volatile, make a passive aggressive post, or just be cruel to someone because they do something weird, wrong or different. Think about this list. Think about yourself, and your own list. I’m sure many if not all of us have felt hurt at least once. I know I come here to make myself smile and forget the hurt. And I know many of you do too. Just….. think next time you open your mouth, go to write something you define as “Personal or private” or not as bad as it looks on the internet. If It's on the internet it's not private.  It's very public unless you have it password protected.

(I have a friend who does this on facebook all the friggen time “I’m not talking about this person” Yes you are. If the shoe fits doesn’t count if the shoe was specifically TAILORED to fit. I.e “ When people spend too much time with their bf’s and forget their friends I wonder how well they do in the university, I have a friend who does this.”Like really. You’re talking about someone and we all know who.)

Please. Just…. Keep this in mind the next to you type something remember that everything you say and does stick. Words hurt more than sticks and stone, they cut deep. And those take a long time to heal and the scars don’t ever fade.