For everyone who is going through bad things; for everyone who is trying to heal
This year i found myself at the lowest point of my whole life, i was in a new school whitout my friends (only my bestfriend), going through changes, lost myself in depression, eating disorders, self-harm, cried everyday and i couldn't get out of the state of hatred I was in.
"What is wrong with me" i thought everyday, "who am i whithout sadness" "what If i kill myself?".
When i was 11 i attempted, obviously It went wrong did one year of terapy and was discharged, at 12 anorexia began to show up, at 13 i was at my lowest wheight, at 14 i was burning myself. At 15, i want to get better.
Want to know somenthing? I am better than before, but i want to heal, be myself again, have a hearth that beat again, i want to feel alive again.
If you are going through problems, depression, anxiety, suicide ideations. Seek help, know that this is going to end, its going to be better, its temporary. Be your hero, save yourself, try, try and try again until it works, seek terapy if you can.
"Suicide its a permanent solution to temporary problems"