Oct 8, 2019
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I can never please you guys
No matter what I do. So the latest topic has been the fact that I have to lose weight. I understand that. I need to tone my stomach and my thighs. My mom says that I have to every time she sees me eat or something. And when I don't feel hungry so I don't eat, it's a problem too? Really? They don't know how badly I want to work out. I'm not a lazy person. I'm really athletic. I love sweating and just getting an adrenaline rush when I'm done. So what's the problem you ask? They don't let me go outside to work out -_- honestly, at this point in the summer, I'm CRAVING a workout. I need to relieve some stress in me. But they're so over-protective that I can't even go for a run in the evenings or the early morning hours. What do you want me to do?! lol this is crazy! Even if I got a membership to a gym, I know they wouldn't allow me to take the bus on my own. They don't know that I'm waaaaay more capable of doing things than they think. I'm not proud of it, but some of the things they don't allow me to do, I've done it behind their backs. Not drugs or sex or anything. But VERY little things like walking home at night and stuff like that. When will they understand that I'm not a little girl anymore? They've brought me up well enough so that I can take care of myself in the real world as a 16 year old girl. Ohh well.