Really cant find myself these days ;_; Its like I have so many things I want to do but i’m drifting in the wind...I like small distractions, but theyre not enough to keep me going - I hate that i feel like I need to be spending my time doing something absolutely useful in order to feel complete with myself...I need to remember that some days its okay to just, be, to exist, especially when im already at a vulnerable position TT Im just afraid to fall into a state of stagnation...Ill see what I can do with what I have; Start small, but start steady.











