Sep 14, 2017
Okay, bought Hiveswap, it’s currently downloading, I SO CAN’T WAIT TO PLAY I AM SO EXCITED
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Okay, bought Hiveswap, it’s currently downloading, I SO CAN’T WAIT TO PLAY I AM SO EXCITED
Welp. I guess I have a NSFW blog now. Not sure how much I’ll use it. Anyway it exists.
I’ve just noticed something that makes Pearl’s song a little more tragic.
Rose was the one who saw a person in her beyond seeing “just a Pearl”. She wasn’t meant to live as a person, she was meant to be a pretty doll who serves people. And somehow, even when she was free a following Rose, she was still behaving a servant, because that’s what she had always been used to. She’s been used to the notion of purpose being very important to her. When Rose disappeared, she left Pearl almost purposeless (except the Steven caretaking part).
Pearl isn’t just mourning Rose and sorting her feelings for her and jealousy of Greg. She’s also lost about what she’s supposed to do now that there’s no one to tell her what to do.
(And I think somehow that story of growth can feel relatable to a lot of us young adults here on tumblr? You grow up being used to let adults handle things and “knowing better” and telling you what to do and sometimes you hate it sometimes you’re grateful but as we grow up we’re expected to shoulder all of these things we always left for others to handle. But I digress)
Today in “they said it’s fine, but did i just actually damage yet another important friendship?”
I used to see people who have anxiety and be like “yeah, maybe I’m a little anxious, nothing serious though, just a little anxious, like probably a normal person level of anxious”
but now I’m basically just screaming internally most of the time
I’M SO GLAD STEVEN UNIVERSE IS BACK THIS IS MAKING ME SO SO SO HAPPY
Should I study for my exams?
I DON’T CARE IT SMELLS LIKE RAIN
I LOVE THE SMELL OF THE AIR AFTER A STORM!!!!! Like it’s making me so happy, how can a SMELL make me FEEL such strong happiness, I have no idea, but I really love that smell