Cameron had been feeling so alone lately, Noah was never around and he was starting to lose faith in them. He had heard rumors that Noah had confessed to Misty that he had feelings for her. Why were they married if Noah would just want everyone other than him? He couldn’t understand, he was always there for the other and tried to give Noah what he wanted. He was sitting on the rock by the lagoon and crying. What was he to do? He was sure he was losing the one person who he loved more than anything in the world and no matter how much he tried to fight for him, Noah wouldn’t want him. He was always going to be Noah’s back up plan even when Noah always came first in his life.
The pureblood was even too scared to make friends for fear that Noah might think that he wanted them instead of Noah and give him a reason to leave. During the day he had to put up such a front to make people think that he was okay. He was getting to his breaking point, he wasn’t sure how much longer he could go like this. Feeling all this hurt, sadness and depression. A few tears fell down his face as he recently started to drink to try to hide the pain. His heart felt like it had shattered in a million pieces. He was tired of fighting for someone who didn’t want him. He was tired of coming home to an empty bed at night. He was tired of being the only one to try to keep their love alive. The male was so conflicted and in pain and there was nothing he could do about it.