#poemsforchange

[purecupcake]

There was so much shit

I didn’t tell you

Just to spare your feelings

How unfair was that to me?

How untrue 

But now I know

The next time I put another’s feelings

Above my own

To reevaluate their intentions 

Fuck you for making me doubt myself

Fuck you for making my feel so trapped

That I go against my own intuition

Fuck you for making me feel

Unsafe and comfortable at the same time

Fuck you for manipulating my emotions

Fuck you for making me feel responsible

For your healing and wellbeing

And

Fuck you

For holding me back for so long