“Tootles excitedly fit the arrow to the bow. ‘Out of the way, Tink.’ He shouted, and then he fired, and Wendy fluttered to the ground with an arrow into her breast.” --Peter Pan, J.M. Barrie
I’m trying to put a bit of metal through
every part that feels on my body.
The nail in my foot, the aluminum
splinter I tweezed out of my palm,
the arrowhead that dulled itself on
my sternum and a single button.
This is the third avenue perfectville
deciding the intent of destroying myself
through pain or trying to live:
My limited time offer mail-in
rebate of tattoo confessionals
and puncture holes.
Sterilization, you are my hollow needle,
my second scream of the day. Another nerve
fucked with into calcium contraction.
Calcium—can make your body hunch over and
invert, can make you see that you are a body
of salt like the ocean.
Tonight you are having stainless steel.
Tonight it is titanium,
penetrating straight on till morning.
What—I mean—to say—is:
Did I miss this adventure again?
Second.
Always second.
Course, that’ll get
you nowhere.
That right twinkle
Which says hey,
hey,
it’s time
to go home.