Ive done too many things wrong
What is wrong
Happiness gone
Fleeting feeling, carry on
Through blood and tears
Sugar and spice
Everything broken, Everything nice
Call in the morning, its not the same
Holding my head, holding my "shame"
Never a savior, never a saint
Never a patron, I shan't complain
You were a ghost, I was a hive
Never one moment I wasn't alive
Never a moment I wasn't the lie
Telling myself I'm broken inside
Telling myself the pain Has to hide
I've done too many things wrong
So leave me at morning, leave before dawn
I'm in the background, all in my head
Never a moment, hot in the dread
F*cked in the head, dying in bed
Blinking out conscious, coming in hot
I've got a feeling, and it's something I'm not
Tell me there's reason, tale older than time
Tell me of healing, f*ck it isn't mine
And you might say I'm crazy
But darling I've rehearsed
I've done too much wrong
To get a second verse
02/01/25