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I've been dreading this all year. The hardest part of making the decision to cut out the toxicity in my life is the open wound I will always have toward the relationship I should have had with my parents, especially my father.

I was raised with ideals they now openly ignore and I refuse to condone the behavior, but that doesn't mean it doesn't break my heart that this is my reality from time to time, especially on my birthday.

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I fucking hate the Day of Booms™️. I hate it even more upon realizing that the fact that my consistent tendency of teetering on the verge of seizure for several days after is a direct result of the overstimulation and lack of sleep I deal with due to the noise.

I'm so glad my neighbors have the equivalent of bluetooth access to my health triggers, and there isn't shit I can do about it. 😡😭

🎵 America, fuck yeah... Comin' again to fuck up a spoonies day, yeah 🎵 😤

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Stuff has been rough lately. Both personally and professionally, I have been under immense pressure and stress. Waking up to this company-wide kudos from my team lead beyond made my day. 📚

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Life has been a roller coaster lately. Have an early morning selfie because I haven't been putting together fits lately, lol

Plus, it's an accurate advertisement 😏💦

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Tomorrow is my birthday.

If you want to spoil me, invest in my spicy site setup and wishlist pls and thanks! 😊✨️🎂

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🖤😈

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I'm back on that hype train. Doing my best not to fall off again and remind myself that I do this to inspire the next generation of little weirdos as one of my agents and her daughters recently reminded me. 🥰

I am almost always unapologetically me, I just need to remember living that out loud is just fine and if people think I'm too much... well, they are welcome to go find less.

- Cottagecore glasses chain: Etsy @MarvelousMeloetta

- Hobbit crop top & mustard waist cape: Jamie Koala Art & Design

- Leather chest harness: Dr. Harness - Handmade Harness, Leather accessories

- Black skater skirt: Foxblood Shop

- Olive thigh highs: Sock Dreams

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My fit from Six last Sunday with a friend. 🖤🌙