so, right
just a little Ninjago idea that I wonder about from time to time
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Do you ever wonder if Garmadon contemplated on killing himself after he got bitten?
I mean, he's a kid then and I think his world revolved a bit around his family the most...then one day he's informed he now has evil/darkness coursing through his veins and most likely will end up hurting his loved ones? That he might hurt his precious little brother, his best friend?
And the times when his "evil fits" were at its worst (those times where he ends up hurting Wu and when he snaps out of it, Garmadon just sees the brother who he wanted to protect staring up at him with wide and terrified eyes and his heart just breaks inside), do you think he doesn't think that maybe it'd be best -what with him unable to control the "evil" in him- if he died cause then at least he wouldn't hurt anyone and he won't be the person to bring Ninjago to ruins
But then he'll find Wu smiling sheepishly at him(the older winces at the newly adorned bandages he wears), asking him to play or train with him (because it's his fault his older brother is like this and maybe, just maybe he could help him get rid of that darkness or at least make it bearable, and they can go back to being close again (because Garmadon closed himself off, he was scared, anything could set him off, a ticking time bomb and he would never forgive himself if Wu gets badly hurt cause of him{or worse, get killed by him but he pushes the thought away} and protect Ninjago together like they always dreamed of doing)
Garmadon then grins at Wu and they both race to their training grounds.
Not now, Garmadon swears to himself. Not when he can still see Wu's little smiles, not when he can still fight it, not when there's still hope.
