≻ what does your muse dream about ? are they lucid , do they sleepwalk ?
tidus dreams a lot of zanarkand at first, and then has nightmares of the events following its destruction. as the story progresses, he often dreams about the events of the game, as well as more abstract ones from time to time. save for those abstract dreams, he's usually completely lucid in all of them
≻ how does your muse handle losing control ?
losing control is unfortunately an inevitability when it comes to vincent's powers, but he tries to mitigate it as much as possible by not letting his emotions overpower him. when it eventually fails, his first instinct is to hide away, and distance himself from the people around him. mostly because he doesn't want to transform again and cause more harm, but also because . . . well, it makes him feel disgusted with himself. though no fault of his own, it just makes him feel exhausted, gross, and frankly like he's less human. of course, it gets kind of better over time, but it still takes a while for him to come with better terms with it
zodiac headcanons ━ accepting / @ruinga