I came home recently. I met my family and my closest, dearest and loveliest friends. Always glad to be back because I know for sure that I will always experience a lot of precious yet special moments in my life.
If you follow my writings for the past 6 months you may realize that my life has been quite rough. Many things had happened. I was quite surprise regarding how bitter my life can be. I am substantially growing up and to realize it has completely dazed me. I was wondering was it the life I really wanted or its just one of the way to get there? Why does it feels so hard? I am blaming myself a lot, my spirit had rotten inside.
Going home means charging my spirit. Going home means remind myself about what makes me thick? What makes me being who I am right now? What makes me special?
As I met them I can somehow feeling that positive energy once again. I am very thankful for finally able to be the truely me, being honest, being happy, being thick because I found them in me too.
As the law of attraction stated that, the more you say something or see something, the more it imposes itself into your subconscious where it begins to shapes your reality .
And I finally realized that I tend to be overthink because I am an analitical person, but sometimes those overthink behaviour keeping me away from my main goal. Lately I am appeared to think and behave the wrong way, therefore I met the wrong people.
Be positive is the key. Positive mind and behaviour attracts positive people and things too.
Currently I am heading back to Jakarta and getting extremely excited to apply this theory in my real life. Thank you for the enlightment, buddies. Love you guys the most!
Cheers!
Bunga Sarita
06.April.2015
